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11:28 Dec 31 2012
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Tomorrow should be a happy day, new year. But its Gonna be a sad day, will be a year that Natalie left us and became a angel.

The heartache is still as strong as always.

Still doesn't seem real.

So i'll be saying Happy new year to you all today. Gonna be off for a couple of days.

Rest In Paradise Nat.

Never ever forgotten.

Thinkin of her 2 gorgeous daughters, fiance, sisters brother and family.

♥

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10:29 Dec 28 2012
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I think i've made a huge decision that is good for me :)

So what if people wanna judge me over it, i haven't been happy, for a long time, i've been content (i mean in relationship status wise, family life is perfect) I have tried to be in relationships with people, who are, well, wrong for me.

I ended things with Neil, simply because, i felt as though he was smothering me, i'm not a clingy, cuddling type of girl, unless I'm comfortable, otherwise ill cringe at every single cuddle. He was writing me poems that made me wanna crawl away and hide, like REALLY bad poems that my 8 year old could do better at.

I had been talking to a ex from 6 years ago for a few days before i decided to end things with Neil, and things just felt like back when we were together before. Since then, the last 2 mornings, i've woken up in his arms. And never felt more happy. Lookin at his smile, his touch, his gorgeous eyes! (everyone who knows me, knows im a total eyes girl lol)

I NEVER have guys stay over, ever, maybe till like 2/3 am then i kick them out. But i never ever want him to leave, spent the last 6 years tryin to find this again, and this time, i'm not gonna be so stupid as to let him go. I freak myself out with how cuddly and cute i am when i'm with him, i GIGGLE ~ugh~ lol and god damn hes HOT! lol

♥ Luke ♥

So yeah... ;)

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OrchiD
10:54 Dec 28 2012

I so cannot keep up wif I gurl:P u keep um on line this time0.o

*huggs*

spookshow
12:51 Dec 28 2012

You will always be mine dammit woman :p

♥ ♥ ♥ Be happy Bexi ♥ ♥ ♥

tattooedmommy
14:33 Dec 28 2012

I've talked to you before he's gotten there. I hear your voice. I see the excitement. This is good for you. Don't run from it. Don't scare yourself. Be strong babygirl. For once you are truly happy and if anyone deserves that. Its you. Love you!

Jynx
12:56 Dec 29 2012

Ill always be your wife JoJo, i pwommiseee!! i love you :D

Marci, hes like, fresh air lol. Love u :D

Orchid... you know me, never fully satisfied... now im defo that :D Love you girlllllllllllll

13:05 Dec 26 2012
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Hope you all had a lovely Christmas.

My little angels were spoilt rotten. They had a wonderful day.

Lilly-Mai has gone to daddys for the day to have her 2nd christmas day with him. Me and Bradley are chillin while he plays one of his new xbox games.

Mommys works never done... so soon as ive done the laundry, sorted all their toys out n put them in their room, i'm gonna sit down and do nothinfor a few hours and read some books on my new Kindle Fire my mom n dad brought me XD

Living Bliss right now XD

Thought I'd share a couple of pics

Bradley and his very chatty Furby lol

Lilly-Mai and her chatty furby :p

Lilly-Mai and Bradleys furbys, along with my nieces and nephews... it was... noisy haha So cute tho, one sings and they all dance, its so funny watching them interact with eachother bwaha

2 happy babies

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bloodlustingrose
20:49 Dec 26 2012

That's cute.....

Though Nooks (once rooted at least) are better. But if they like it, it's okay. Same with Furbies. Those things creep me the freak out!!!

16:51 Dec 23 2012
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Page refresher much?

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Erulastiel
18:46 Dec 23 2012

I have a feeling Achilles was looking at AURORAEVE3's profile...

Jynx
20:20 Dec 23 2012

hmm im not sure... are you sure?? haha

cyberbobafett321
03:15 Dec 24 2012

Naw... I don't see it ;)

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12:46 Dec 23 2012
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14:45 Dec 21 2012
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Well i've finally finshed the dreaded Christmas shopping. My kids have been well and truely Spoilt this year. Easily over £300 ($487.17) each on them. Then theres Lillys birthday 10 days after christmas... But all that aside. I LOVE christmas, i cant wait to see my babys faces when they see their mountains of presents and opening them.

This is what makes christmas so special. Kids.

So freakin excited!!!

I have 2 spoilt but very happy Kids, which makes me, a very happy mommy ♥

Bring it on! lol

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spookshow
15:34 Dec 21 2012

xxx Happy Christmas! xxx

cyberbobafett321
15:55 Dec 21 2012

Go you Bexi. Make sure you take plenty of pictures!!!

10:42 Dec 20 2012
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Close your eyes

And just hear me sing

One last long goodbye

One last song before you spread your wings

There's so much left to say

And before this moment slips away

What a wonderful life

For as long as you've been at my side

And I want you to know

I loved you so

The the cold night calls

And the tears fall like rain

It's so hard letting go

Of the one thing I'll never replace

And soon you will be gone

But these words, they will live on, oh

What a wonderful life

For as long as you've been at my side

And I want you to know

I'll miss you so

And though our days come to an end

No, I'll never love like this again

What a wonderful life, my friend

And all that I am you let me be

I will remember you

For all that you've done and given to me, oh

Love will remain, this I can see

Now and forever more

Because of you now I believe

I believe

What a wonderful life

For as long as you've been at my side

And I want you to know

I loved you so

What a wonderful life

For as long as you've been at my side

And I want you to know

I'll miss you so

And though our days come to an end

No, I'll never love like this again

What a wonderful life, a wonderful life

What a wonderful life, what a wonderful life

Oh yeah

And with one last embrace

And as the tears fall like rain you're gone

And with one last goodbye

As you fade out tonight, you're gone, oh, ooh

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13:02 Dec 19 2012
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6 years today my precious baby grew wings and went to fly with the angels. Sleep tight my angel. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you, I love you very much, you know mommy got a butterfly tattoo specially for you. It's as beautiful as you are. Xx

Don’t let them say I wasn’t born,

That something stopped my heart

I felt each tender squeeze you gave,

I’ve loved you from the start.

Although my body you can’t hold

It doesn’t mean I’m gone

This world was worthy, not of me

God chose that I move on.

I know the pain that drowns your soul,

What you are forced to face

You have my word, I’ll fill your arms,

Someday we will embrace.

You’ll hear that it was meant to be,

God doesn’t make mistakes

But that wont soften your worst blow,

Or make your heart not ache.

I’m watching over all you do,

Another child you’ll bear

Believe me when I say to you,

That I am always there.

There will come a time, I promise you,

When you will hold my hand,

Stroke my face and kiss my lips

And then you’ll understand.

Although I’ve never breathed your air,

Or gazed into your eyes

That doesn’t mean I never was,

An Angel never dies.

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10:49 Dec 18 2012
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Bare in mind, my last journal mentioned NO names. Seems you seen it and your guilt got the better of u, proving what i was told, was infact true.

Silly little girls and their jealousy.

Im better than you could ever dream of being sweetheart. :)

On another note, Me n Neil watched paranormal Entity last night, oh my god, i jumped alot lol.

Horrors don't usually scare me, unless theyre filmed like blair witch style. Like this film is, god it creeped me out.

Having alot of fun being back with him, 7months on and off, i think i'm finally ready to settle and have a proper serious relationship.

Can't get enough cuddles and kisses.

Love to my besties

Suck my dick, to my haters ;)

♥

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teetee
10:54 Dec 18 2012

wellllllllllllll saiddddddddddd

hugs my sexy bexi............................smiles

OrchiD
11:05 Dec 18 2012

0.o

12:10 Dec 16 2012
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To be told some things is quite funny.

I am apparently a slag. Well darlin,

Just because i get male attention, doesnt mean im a slag, cus well, lets face it, i dont DO anything to get the male attention. Like, i dont sit on cam in my bra or nightdress for example, or make weird seductive poses everytime a male enters my cam.

Bottom line is, i get the attention, for being just regular bexi, whos the slag in this situation?

Suck it up shiney, I'm better than you and you hate it :)

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teetee
12:12 Dec 16 2012

I love me some sexy bexi....huggles smilesssssssssssss

ThePunisher
15:18 Dec 16 2012

Tell that person, there are websites, is she wants to show breast and get attention, on cam, but if she likes doing that, i'm afraid this site is not for her..

ThePunisher
15:33 Dec 16 2012

Does she even know?

Does she even care,

That she is making herself look pathetic?

Everything she does, is about boys

Everything she says, it's about boys

Everywhere she goes, it's about boys

She needs to have a boyfriend,

She doesn't care who he is,

Or what he's done,

She needs a boyfriend so she thinks she'll look good,

She longs to be the centre of attention,

She longs to hear everyone say how good she looks with a boyfriend,

But they don't,

They just call her a slag

Happy
23:54 Dec 15 2012
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Really great night with Neil. Watched breaking dawn part 2, chilled, cuddled, talked shit, was just the most comfortable ive been in a long time.

I'm glad i decided to give him and me another chance. I think this could finally be the end of miss independent.

I have a happy feeling, a content feeling.

He brought me flowers. I'm not used to this kinda sweet attention... and i think i like it :P

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19:35 Dec 14 2012
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Oh man, RIP to those poor babies and teachers. What a sick, sadistic world we live in :(

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Im sorry
11:27 Dec 14 2012
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13:38 Dec 13 2012
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23:44 Dec 10 2012
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18:06 Dec 03 2012
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i'm still trying to figure out how to tell you I was wrong

I can't fill the emptiness inside since you've been gone

So is it you or is it me?

I know I said things that I didn't mean

But you should've known me by now

You should've known me

[Chorus]

If you believed

When I said

I'd be better off without you

Then you never really knew me at all

If you believed

When I said

That I wouldn't be thinking about you

You thought you knew the truth but you're wrong

You're all that I need

Just tell me that you still believe

[V2]

I can't undo the things that led us to this place

But I know there's something more to us than our mistakes

So is it you or is it me

I know I'm so blind when we don't agree

But you should've known me by now

You should've known me

If you believed

When I said

I'd be better off without you

Then you never really knew me at all

If you believed

When I said

That I wouldn't be thinking about you

You thought you knew the truth but you're wrong

You're all that I need

Just tell me that you still believe

So is it you or is it me?

I know I said things that I didn't mean

But you should've known me by now

You should've known me

If you believed

When I said

I'd be better off without you

Then you never really knew me at all

If you believed

When I said

That I wouldn't be thinking about you

You thought you knew the truth but you're wrong

Cuz you're all that I want

Don't you even know me at all

You're all that I need

Just tell me that you still believe

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23:43 Dec 01 2012
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Sire Jynx?

Sounds good huh ? XD

Busy day today, had an appointment at 11:30. After that i went n got a new laptop, cus my other one... was abused and battered lol.

Then i put up my christmas tree, the kids are so excited now hehe.

Feeling pretty good tonight.

Talkin to my love and chillin watching Sons of Anarchy

Goodnight VR

♥

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15:01 Dec 01 2012
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Anyone familiar with windows 8?? i need serious help lol im so confused!! Got a new laptop today and it has windows 8 on it, and i am so lost.... HELPPPP lol

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8thHunterScar
16:29 Dec 01 2012

Haha :p

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