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I've been thinking...is it possible that there are things in This world that are simply unexplainable to such a degree, that is constantly thought to be non-existent?

Take love for example... does it exist? Why else would we fall for a person?

Could it be Lust? Very well could be, but that fades. Maybe a chemical imbalance in one's brain.

If it doesn't exist, what drives a person to commit horrible acts of violence when a jilted lover cheats? What stops a man from those acts. Is there another force, like this love? Or simple reasoning... it is hard to tell... every so often i question it too... Love must not exist... it must be nothing more than a form of manipulation... so that we, as humans, can do what we do best. Destroy things. In "loves" case... each other.

To my own surprise... my own heart... I still own these things called feelings. Some good and some still bad. I'm doing my best to control those that seem overwhelming. I shall ask Marduk for the help I need. I shall pray to Tiki, and to Ehnizen. I shall have control over these personalities. I shall not let myself revert to what I was. Never shall I be that beast again... though many might end up dismembered in the process.