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EVERY TIME I LOOK AT YOU ..........I ANGER AWAY INSIDE .....YOUVE SCARRED ME TO THE CORE ...............YOU CHEATED ..........YOUR NOTHING BUT A WHORE............I FUCKING HATE YOU ........I WISH YOU WOULD DIE .......YOUVE CRUSHED MY DREAMS ......AND RUINED MY LIFE,TAKEN MY PLEASURES..AND HAVE DESTROYED WHO I AM EVERYDAY SO DEEP INSIDE .................I FUCKING HATE YOU I WISH YOU WOULD DIE .........YOUVE SATTERERED ME LIKE TEMPERED GLASS...........LEFT ME ALONE ,BROKEN....ALL I DO IS CRY..............I WISH I NEVER SAW YOU ......YOU RAPED ME OF ALL MY JOY......YOUVE TAKEN FROM ME MY INNOCENCE....I LEARNED AS A BOY............AND I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY.............I FUCKING HATE YOU............ AND WISH YOU WOULD DIE.......THE LOVE IN MY HEART HAS ASHED AWAY ..........AS IF WERE IN A FIRE ..........YOU SICKEN ME EVERYTIME I SEE YOU ...........STOLEN AWAY MY DESIRE.........I GO TO THE ROOM TO FALL ASLEEP......TEARING THE COVERS ABOVE MY HEAD TO HIDE ..............I STILL FEEL YOU NEAR ME ...ITS AS YOUVE CLIMED INSIDE..........I FUCKING HATE YOU .....I WISH YOU WOULD DIE............YOUVE TORN AWAY MY LOVE YOU SEE........LIKE MAGGOTS TO A ROTTEN APPLE TREE...........AND AS I WAKE I FEEL YOU NEAR..............BEGGING GOD TO DRY THIS TEAR............I WALK IN THE ROOM AND THEN I SEE..............THE PERSON I LOATH THE MOST.............AND FEAR... ...............IT IS ME .............WHO I SEE IN THE MIRROR

WHOM DO YOU FEAR..............I.FEAR NOT....... ANOTHER PERSON AROUND ME .THEY SHOW ME THERE ......WEAKNESS...........THERE POWER ............TO ABSORB WHAT I NEED ...................ARE THESE THE ANSWERS THAT YOU SEEK................I STEAL FROM THERE THOUGHTS I TAKE FOR MYSELF .............JUST A QUICK SIMPLE PEEK.............TO CREATE A BETTER ME .....................THE DIVERSITY IN LIFE FEEDS MY SOUL UPON A PLATE ............LIKE BRUSH PAINTING CANVASS......RUN COLORS TO FADE..........I LOVE EVERYONE INSPIRATIONS TO INSPIRE ...................I STORE THESE THING OF EVERONE .........MY MIND STILL IT GROWS SO WEAK ..............ARE THESE THE ANSWERS THAT YOU SEEK .............I FEEL ALONE ..AND WONDER WHY................NO PICTURES TO SEE ME..............IT IS IN MY ART THAT I WILL HIDE...............DOES THIS MEAN THAT IM JUST TO SHY .........IT MAY BE A FATHER THING....... AND ILL TELL YOU WHY ...............I LAY IN THE CHAIR BLINK AND SIGH ......................IT MY GRANDFATHER THING I LOVE HIM MY HERO A MAN INSIDE ..................WHY DO YOU ASK ME .............SHHHHHHH ITS THE ANSWERES I SEEK ...............I TELL YOU ALL MY SECRETS TO YOU .............I GIVE ALL MY EMOTIONS.....SOMETIMES I CRY .................EVERYTHING YOU SEEK RIPS THROUGH ME INSIDE ......................LIKE MY SCREAMS WITHIN SILENCE WHILE YOU SEE ME AS HAPPY OUTSIDE ...............HOW THE FEELINGS OF SORROW MAKE ME WISH I WOULD DIE .........HOW DOES THIS MAKE YOU FEEL I SAY ..........THAT PEACE AND LOVE IS THE LESSON TODAY..................SO NOW YOU GO AND PAY ,PAY ,PAY ................THE .......RAPIST

why me .............why me .......i sit and cry....................the loss of you leaving .............. the blink of an eye ..............the pain of a word .................like blood through the heart ............like tempered porcelain ..................shattered apart ..............the pieces fall ...............like rotted fruit from a tree.................as you sit here and cry ............why me .....why me............building castles on unsteady sand ..................thinking that everything we built ................was pemanent and grand.....................just to find out ..............your a pathetic man.................youve wasted my years...................and brought me to tears ..........i lived in your heart and gave you my........soul.........you poured out my dreams and left me with an .........empty bowl............so i sit here ...............and think to myself ..................and wonder what will be ....................it is me you see that youve just set free............now im done crying .......why me ............why me.

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LordDrarnus
15:03 Aug 31 2009

This one is very deep, i like it and the pain seeps through the words, Very well written :)

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POISONOUS HATE ........THAT BLEEDS..............WITHIN ME.........YOU ARE MY ............LOVER,MY PAWN,.......MY EXTACY..............TO MAKE MY WORLD ............WHAT YOU .....NEED IT TO BE ...................AND ALL YOUVE DONE ............IS ........TAKEN .......FROM ME........WHY DO I LOVE YOU ..........IN BITTERNESS AND .........VEIN...........YOUVE ALWAYS BEEN ....THERE FOR............ME................INDUCING MY PAIN..............WITHOUT YOU ............I SEE IM .NOTHING ...............INSIDE.............BUT YOU IN MY ARMS..................I FEEL I CAN FLY...............................YOU MAKE ............ME SEE.................WHAT .....LIFE HAS TO ...........HIDE........FOR ME TO FOLLOW ........YOUR RULES ................AND .OBIDE .........I LOVE YOU............MORE ...............AND HATE ...............EACH DAY...........THE POISON YOU PUT IN ME ..............TODAY................YOU BREAK.ME DOWN AND MAKE ME SICK.....................FALLING TO MY KNEES.........................I LOVE YOU........LOVE ME .................(HELP ME )......QUICK......................IM BEGGING YOU PLEASE .................IM LYING HERE .................DYING HERE ...................WITH THIS NEEDLE.................... IN ME

THE FLICKER OF THE CANDLE..SHADOWS THE ROOM..WE STAND FACING EACH OTHER...EYES PIERCING INTO THE DESIRE...I STEP CLOSER TO YOU ....I REACH MY HANDS ...GRASPING YOUR SHOULDERS....PULLING YOU CLOSE TO ME...WANTING YOU NEAR...TURNING YOU AROUND.....I PRESS YOUR BODY ...NEXT TO MINE...THE HEAT OF YOUR PASSION ..BURNS.. .WITHIN ME....YOUR EYES CLOSE...AND YOUR HEAD LEAN BACKWARK.....YOU CAN HEAR BREATH ...AS IF IT WERE A WHISPER........TO YOUR SOUL......I TOUCH MY TOUNGE.......UPON THE NAPE OF YOUR NECK.........MY LIPS.......GENTLY THEY FOLLOW..............AS I SLIDE MY HANDS ........AROUND YOUR WAIST......SLOWLY CARESSING THERE WAY UPWARD .........TOWARDS YOUR BREASTS...........I HEAR YOU BREATHE IN .......WITH PASSION.................IT IS WITH A TREMBLE..........MY KISS BECOMING A SOFTENED BITE...................YOU TURN TO ME .......AND LAY YOURSELF UPON THE .......FIRE WARMED FLOOR...............I LAY UPON YOU ......PRESSING MY LUST FILLED DESIRES AGIANST YOURS......................YOU FEEL MY HEART POUNDING .......AGAINST YOU .............LIKE A WARRIORS DRUM..........YOUR EYES PEIRCING INTO MINE ..............AS YOU FELL ME TAKING YOU .............BECOMING ONE.............I PULL AT YOUR HAIR .......AS IF ...........IM ANGRED...........I FEEL THE PASSION IN YOUR GRIP..............AS YOUR NAILS TEAR AWAY.........AT MY BACK..........THE SWEAT COVERS OUR BODIES ...........LIKE A WARM RAIN...........SHE MOANS ....AND CRIES OUT .........AS IF SHE WERE IN PAIN.............SHE THEN OPENED HER EYES ..............AND BREATHED OUT A PASSIONATE SIGH...............AND ALL OF THIS ...........WAS IN HER THOUGHTS ............AS I WALKED BY

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Gothlaz
23:16 Aug 27 2009

*sigh*

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PigPredator
02:56 Sep 01 2009

That was amazing.

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