In Memory- Shinedown
05:19 Oct 31 2009
Times Read: 769
Some of the ugliest things took the longest time to make
And some of the easiest habits are the hardest one's to break
And I'm not asking for value nor the pain
But I am asking
For a way out of this lie
Because I can't wait for you
To catch up with me
And I can't live in the past
And drown myself in memories
Welcome to nowhere and finding out where it is
And fixing your problems and starting over agin
Your feeding your ego
With what you can see outside
And your killing yourself
For not speaking your mind
Because I can't wait for you
To catch up with me
And I can't live in the past
And drown myself in memories
In memory
I wonder why you make believe
You live your life straight through me
I cannot understand why
You question me and then you lie
I will not justify your way's
I cannot show you an escape
I do not know you anymore
I never knew you anyway
Because I can't wait for you
To catch up with me
And I can't live in the past
And drown myself in memories
Cuz I can't wait
And I can't live in the past
And drown myself in memories
In memories
In memory
Erased17:26 Oct 25 2009
Times Read: 804
And so the ultimate pain must come to all eventually. The cold dark sting of reality must set in at some point and I must sadly silently sit by and watch the world unfold without me. My one, my only my tragic demise must be envoked as it as been set in the stones from the ages before. Yet in the shadows I still linger unable to move on, the epic abyss swallowing all but me while I watch the only one I've ever loved erase me from her life. Tragic, unbelievable, unrelenting and undeniable. I've never had anyone make me feel so whole yet incomplete, so joyful yet enveloped in sorrow, so loved yet hated and so important yet meaningless. I guess I know where I stand now. Goodbye world. Reaper? I'm waiting.
16:47 Oct 25 2009
Times Read: 807
Love. Overused, over sought, and overrated. When the people who claim love act in ways that show they do not, what are we to believe? When someone uses one of your fears to lash back and strike you out of the blue just because they're pissed how are you supposed to react? Especially when that very person has promised (I hate that word) Countless times that they'll do better? That they'll never use your doubts, fears, insecurities against you? You lie. You lie and I hate it. I hate being the one who's always hurt. I hate being the one who's always in pain and I hate looking into your eyes while you hurt me. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of the way you act when you're mad and I'm sick of the way you think you're so fucking awesome when you're nothing but an egotistical narssistic vile mean vengeful hateful person. You tried to warn me when we first got together but I thought love would show you that it's not hard to change. That love would show you that it's okay to be you and you don't have to act so tough but love showed you nothing. All love is to you is another way to hurt someone. Thanks for all your suffering you've caused. Thanks for all your painful memories. Thanks for all the pain I'll live with until I'm dust. Where's the vicodin and sleeping pills? This world is done.
Monster-Skilet
02:57 Oct 20 2009
Times Read: 834
The secret side of me, I never let you see
I keep it caged but I can't control it
So stay away from me, the beast is ugly
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it
It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls
It comes awake and I can't control it
Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
My secret side I keep hid under lock and key
I keep it caged but I can't control it
'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
It's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heart
No one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dream
Maybe it's inside of me, stop this monster
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I've gotta lose control, he something radical
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
Uprising- Muse
03:44 Oct 07 2009
Times Read: 860
Paranoia is in bloom,
The PR transmissions will resume,
They'll try to push drugs that keep us all dumbed down,
And hope that we will never see the truth around
(So come on)
Another promise, another scene,
Another packaged lie to keep us trapped in greed,
And all the green belts wrapped around our minds,
And endless red tape to keep the truth confined
(So come on)
They will not force us,
They will stop degrading us,
They will not control us,
We will be victorious
(So come on)
Interchanging mind control,
Come let the revolution take it's toll,
If you could flick a switch and open your third eye,
You'd see that
We should never be afraid to die
(So come on)
Rise up and take the power back,
It's time the fat cats had a heart attack,
You know that their time's coming to an end,
We have to unify and watch our flag ascend
They will not force us,
They will stop degrading us,
They will not control us,
We will be victorious
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