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Had a very very bad day so far and it's only just begun. Ugh. Lets see how much worse it can get. *wipes his eyes*

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DestroyingAngel
02:11 Aug 27 2011

*big hugs*



I'm sorry my friend. I'm here for you and I hope....HOPE HOPE for the best for you.

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I'm sad right now. I'm trying really hard to do everything I did while I was at my aunt Brendas house but I can't seem to do anything right. Some how some way I end up being the one who fucked up regardless of what I do or don't do. It seems it comes and goes like that in waves. There are months where I seem to do everything exactly how I think they should be done, how I want them done and how you want them done and then there's a period of days, weeks even sometimes where I can't do anything right no matter how I try. I miss the days I had while I was there. I miss the intimacy of holding your hand without worrying if you'll attempt to bite my head off in the next two minutes. You're hormonal I get that but if we are to have the happy times we had while I was there I need your help. I need your assistance to help us every day. Hormonal or not. I'm not complaining. I'm not bitching. I'm not even saying it's wrong. I'm just saying I need my partner. My partner. So when you read this, if you haven't "deleted my information" and all that jazz, I hope you see I'm not saying it's bad to be hormonal because every girl gets that way. I'm saying try not to take it out on me. Especially when all I've done is try and make you as happy as I can. I love you.



*edit* I don't get on here nearly as much as I used to. Haven't for a while and these "1 am and 3 am" times where I've signed in? If you'd look and check it was for less then 2 minutes to see if you had been on and what your journal might have said. Those days are few and far between and never on days when I said "I went to sleep right after we got off the phone" it's on the days where "I went to sleep an hour or two hours after we got off the phone" and all that. Maybe if you'd think before you'd jump the gun you'd see that. I love you. I hope you feel better and if you really won't let me call you tonight then *kisses her lips softly and slowly and hugs her tight* I hope you sleep well. I love you. Good night my love. xoxo

To me it's a waste not to end the evening by telling the person you care about that you love them. No matter how mad I get I always do my very best to say that before I hang up.



*Edit* and by waste I mean it's "not a good thing" not that "the whole night was a waste"

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DestroyingAngel
02:09 Aug 27 2011

I feel the same way. I do that too.

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