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An old song I did like a year ago or something like that...





The pain will get better you once told me but when will it happen when can I see

And how can you tell me to live when I´m dying inside

The things I scream no one hears at all and no one will se me fall or get up so why wont it all just stop

For as my tears starts to come you ignore it so like its all undone and no one knows

The pain that’s inside me wont go away so please don’t ask me to stay





And I will watch over you like a star at night

I will be there when its all alright but I cant right now oh cant you see

Right now I need someone to save me

But I will still watch over you like the sun in the sky

I will be there when you are cold inside but I cant right now oh cant you see

Right now I need someone to save me





The hardest thing you can ever do is to let someone go and especially when you love them so

You wanna have them near you wanna hear them talk even though you don’t listen at all

I let you go such a long time ago even though it broke something inside

And now I´m asking you to do it for me and stay behind





And I will watch over you like a star at night

I will be there when its all alright but I cant right now oh cant you see

Right now I need someone to save me

But I will still watch over you like the sun in the sky

I will be there when you are cold inside but I cant right now oh cant you see

Right now I need someone to save me





I gotta leave oh why cant you see stop acting like you own me

If leaving you now is what I need to do to be okay then please don’t ask me to stay

Let me fly let me try my wings I need to see the world and all its wonderful things

One day Il´be back to stay but right now I need to get away





And I will watch over you like a star at night

I will be there when its all alright but I cant right now oh cant you see

Right now I need someone to save me

But I will still watch over you like the sun in the sky

I will be there when you are cold inside but I cant right now oh cant you see

Right now I need someone to save me….yeah right now I need someone to save me

Feel the ice, feel the fire open your mind and give in to your desire.

Touch the flame, dare to let it burn, if you look there is really no other way to turn.

Give into the feeling you have never known and let it take control of your soul.

Let it lead you in and our through the dark and dont let it leave until it´s part of your heart.

No one told me life was hard....

No one told me life was pain....

No one told me life was a bitch....

Everything I had to learn on my own.......

Everything I had to go through alone.....

Everything I had to fight to get....

So here is one thing I´ll never forget.

Life is a game with unfair rules

Life is a everlasting nightmare for all us fouls

Life is a bitch that will not stop.....unless you feel the urge to pull the plog....

An old song I wrote...Guess I was in a happy mood



I know I havent been around as long as you

I know I havent seen everything yet

I know my body is maybe young in years

But you and I both know.....that my mind and soul are old...

So much pain have I been through and still I´m always there to catch you

When you fall and when you break I will put my life at stake, but even though you

know this even though you see it, you wont let me go, you wont let me try and all I´m asking now is...



Have a little faith in me, have a little trust in the things I do

I know I´m gonna make mistakes but baby you did them to....

So please have a little faith in me just trust that I will make it like you did

Even though the road is hard and full of pain I need it to get rid of the old demons that are calling my name



I can fight, I can win, I can run across the wind if you just give me a chance...

If I have survied this long do you really think I cant go on?

All the pain, hate and tears I have lived by is screaming for me to fight my battle inside, but for me to do so I have to ask you to....



Have a little faith in me, have a little trust in the things I do

I know I´m gonna make mistakes but baby you did them to....

So please have a little faith in me just trust that I will make it like you did

Even though the road is hard and full of pain I need it to get rid of the old demons that are calling my name



I know sometimes I´ll lose, I know I will bleed and be bruced

But you all cant hold me back anymore, I have seen the world at its worst and now I need to see more!

So just see me for once as who I am and see that you are wrong to keep me here!

So just please....



Have a little faith in me, have a little trust in the things I do

I know I´m gonna make mistakes but baby you did them to....

So please have a little faith in me just trust that I will make it like you did

Even though the road is hard and full of pain I need it to get rid of the old demons that are calling my name



Just have a little faith, faith

Just a little faith in me and the way I go...

Just have a little, little, little......Faith....

A little something I did in school today, I was just really bored.





You had me once, you had me twice

But I have enough no more lies

Let me break free or I´ll swear I´ll bring you down with me

Are you sure you want to come into my mind?

Are you sure you want to see the demon´s you left behind?

I´m taking you down into the dark and til the end you have to bare my mark

Feel the skills run down your spine as I watch you close from behind.

Let me go, let my fly or you will feel the pain that is my mind

I´m stronger then you ever thought I was

I´m the queen so just f'ck the hell of