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since today is v-day.... and i felt like writing, i decided to give my opinions on what everyone considers "being in love".



Love is one of those weird, twisted emotions that gets you so strung out that you dont think properly. It's possibly the most dangerous "substance" on the planet, however, it can't be controlled-- and who would want to?



Have you ever been on a roller coaster for the first time, and you didnt know where all the turns were yet, and you've heard people talk about this ride, but yet, you still wanna go on it? there you go. so you strap yourself in. you start the ride.. ok. it starts going faster, and faster, then SWOOSH!



Now, you're going extremely fast over this track, you have no idea where the next turn is until it's right ahead of you. you do loops, you do flips and wide angled turns..



and at the end of the ride.. your thrill is subsided for a bit, but you are always willing to get back on again.



even i've felt that strange, semi-psychotic mixed bag of feelings. I have felt all the chaos surrounding it. It isn't just one emotion. It's all of them, swirling around inside your head and heart.



You want to be with them, even when they make you so mad, and the funny thing is, nobody can do it quite like that one person. Just 2 words... is all they need to strike fury into your heart.



on the same note, 2 more words will put that lion of yours at ease, and curl right up next to them.



it's a vicious circle of "can i trust her/him? do i trust her/him? yes, i trust her/him... wtf is she/he doing?" over and over in your head, each and every day.



you'd give anything to be with this person. you'd do anything. and once you have them, you dare not do anything to lose them.



love is scary sometimes.



you'll wait for them, you'll sit with them and share stories of each other's past experiences, all the while hoping that eventually.. the two of you will share experiences together.



and sometimes.. it's just that..so much is going on, you just feel like you should give up, but you keep going anyways, because that stupid little spark in your heart won't let you quit. it keeps telling you that you WILL succeed...



sometimes that spark is wrong.. but we never quit, do we?



we keep going. we find another roller coaster to try out. and we think "maybe this time, i can keep my eyes open through the whole ride".





"When you finally feel it, you'll know it. It's impossible to mistake for anything else."

I Don't understand what's going on. These fakes think they know what a true Vampire is. They no nothing. Meet me you'll know what one ... And you'll never forget it..