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My good friend Asa finally has a gf, and we won't be hanging out as much, but thats okay. Tomorrow is Beak's bday(girl i like). i'll ask her out on Monday in the morning and give her some time to think. hanging out with her tomorrow b4 she gets her tat, i can then give her, her card i made. Hope stuff goes well, cause i really like her.Ummm, thats it for now

Dirty

Keep knocking.

No one's there.

Pouring down.

Near be felt.

I'm out here, by myself.

All alone.

Ripping my head off.

I hurt so bad inside.

I wish you could see the world through my eyes.

Each day is the same.

I just wanna laugh again.

Keep hoping.

Nothing to spare.

So my life.

Isn't quite there.

Feel like a whore.

A dirty whore.

Such a whore.

Dirty.

I'm out here, by myself.

All alone.

Ripping my head off.

I hurt so bad inside.

I wish you could see the world through my eyes.

Each day is the same.

I just wanna laugh again.

Into you.

You dirty little fuck.

Dirty little fuck.

You dirty little fuck.

Dirty little fuck.

You dirty little fuck (I will take it).

Dirty little fuck (I will take it).

You dirty little fuck (I will take it).

Dirty little fuck (I will take it).

You dirty little fuck.

I'm out here, by myself.

All alone.

Ripping my head off.

I hurt so bad inside.

I wish you could see the world through my eyes.

It stays the same.

I just wanna laugh again...

So today is starting out kinda boring. I got a letter yesterday stating that i was choosen to recieve a schlorship of $500.00 from the Dean of Graphic Arts at the Fox Valley Technical College, awesome. I like this girl a lot, she is so fun to hang out with, when i'm around her i feel so happy, a happiness i haven't felt in a long time. I asked a friend if it was still too early to ask her out, he saidto wait until after her bday(which is this Saturday), which he said to ask her out on the following Monday. I know she likes me and the only reason we're not dating is because two weeks ago she broke up with this one guy and wanted to wait a little while b4 she dated again, so i've been waiting patiently. I want to get to know who she is on the inside, form what i do know about her, she's an awesome person. Well that's all i got to say for today.

So today is starting out kinda boring. I got a letter yesterday stating that i was choosen to recieve a schlorship of $500.00 from the Dean of Graphic Arts at the Fox Valley Technical College, awesome. I like this girl a lot, she is so fun to hang out with, when i'm around her i feel so happy, a happiness i haven't felt in a long time. I asked a friend if it was still too early to ask her out, he saidto wait until after her bday(which is this Saturday), which he said to ask her out on the following Monday. I know she likes me and the only reason we're not dating is because two weeks ago she broke up with this one guy and wanted to wait a little while b4 she dated again, so i've been waiting patiently. I want to get to know who she is on the inside, form what i do know about her, she's an awesome person. Well that's all i got to say for today.

Wow so this will be my first journal entry for this site and since only a couple of my friends that i know are members on here i won't worry wabout who could read this. Wellso there's this chick that i like a lot and she likes me. She would go out with me but she wants to wait a little while because she just brike up with this other kid about a week ago. I don't know how long to wait and i really want to date her so i can get to know her better. Her birthday's comming up soon and i made her a card using photoshope. I figure maybe on her b-day i could ask her, but i don't kniow if it's too soon. Damn confusion, yeah so my mind is just one big fucked up wave of confusion lately. When i'm around her i feel so happy, i haven't felt that way since my first gf(who i dated for almost 15 months), i know i'm supposed to have patience, but i badly want to get with her. I don't feel any sexual attraction to her which makes me all the more want to date her and get to know who she is on the inside. She's a shy person, which i also find attractive, her eyes are beautiful, she's fun to hang out with and when we talk it seems we feed off of each others words and the conversation doesn't end. Well thats my story. bye, to who ever reads this.