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Its been so very hard to write in this thing. for sometime ive been very very depressed and down on myself very hard, looking for ways to stay very busy even if it meant it was free.. i needed to know that im needed i wasn't feeling that at home.. so yeah i guess i could say now i was stupid to let people walk all over me, but now i have my head clear and i feel i am doing the right thing by breaking free of this dark depression the cause being the death of my most beloved grandmother. i think i can finally say " Goodbye, I love you and most of all miss you" why does it still hurt though..