Slipping to my mind i spy a sea
A sea of intoxication i see
No light just waves crashing
everything so draft and creepy
I close my eyes to spy a world
where I am happy with my girl
Holding her in the grass
Smiling as i rub her ass
Sometimes i wonder why
she had to take her own life
had what i done not been enough
had what i have said not suffice her life
sometimes i take my glock
press it to my skull and take the safety off
pull the trigger to hear the click
feel the fear of death
but lately no more fear has been in me
death has just become a comferting feeling
pain is numb
emotions gone
nothing in this world is left for my lungs
take my last puff of this fag
put it out on my tounge as i take this bag
over my head and hold a belt
tighten it so no oxygen can get in or out
take my last breath with these lungs
hope that i die without anyone
no harm in a single death
noone can morun for the sicken
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