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I feel bluer than ever. Funny how no one is around..

get accused of laziness by total strangers.

I just don't things I see no point in doing.I hate wasting my time on mundane details that have no effect of the outcome.

I'm not lazy.

I worked very hard to get where I am, and I'm working even harder to get where I want to go.

I have goals. Priorities. I'm actively completing them one by one.

Why does it irritate me so much when people call me lazy? Why can't you see the work I've done, am still doing, and going to do?

*Sigh*

Today is one of those days where I need a good cry movie, wad of dark chocolate, and a hug from a friend.

At least, I have the cry movie.

My fish died.

My headphones broke to my mp3 player broke.

...

The power went out. As soon as my dad had the generator fully hooked up, it came back on again.

Many times I wonder why things happen- to me, and to people I like, people I don't like, and complete strangers. Why them and not me? Why me and not them?

Then, I decided it doesn't matter in more.

I've got to be more on the defensive...