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Maybe what’s wrong with me is that my heart is bigger then my brain. Knowing the logical choice, I still choose the emotional option. And when the outcome is exactly as predicted, I cannot help but feel a little disappointed in myself.

I saw the situation again. Why? I don’t really know. So we haven’t communicated since then. I hadn’t expected we would. And he’s still deleted on my social media. How do I let go? I fear I’ll be oscillating between feeling numb and chest tightening pain, if I do. I fear being at fault for the relationship not working. I fear being abandoned. I fear being unworthy of love. I fear being invisible. No one really cares how my day goes. No one knows the extent of my anxiety and the emotions I hide. I’m not happy now. I’m just existing. In a cage of my own making. Trying to escape.