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Im not sure whats wrong with me.... ive been sad for two days now and it just keeps getting worse. Im irritable, i yelled at my dad earlier for now reason, i cussed my sister for tapping her nails on the keyboard of her computer. I was sad yesterday and it was just horrible, i talked to my boyfriend on im for like a few hours but even he couldn't cheer me up. We could only talk on the phone for a little bit but it cheered me up a little but as soon as i got off the phone and was laying in bed by myself i just all came right back to me.



My mom thinks its the birth control im on since it does list irritability, moodiness, and depression as symptoms but ive had it since december 11th and to date i have had no problems. Maybe i am just depressed im not sure but it feels like everything is falling down on top of me right now. I fight with my family, i cry for no reason, i have horrible fatigue and its just hard...



To top it all off my pet japanese betta fish named George that i have had for two years and got as a gift before i left for japan died this morning. He liced longer than the other fish that my friends received but i still feel like part of my family died.



Im not sure what to do and i have to go back to school tomorrow and i cant go back like this. I just have no energy and have aches and pains and i just wanna sleep... i think im gonna do that actually... i just hope that when i wake up im feeling better...

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jess95
00:29 Jan 04 2010

im soo sorry tht u feel this way and i truly hope things get better for u...

ive been goin thru a rough time but it eventually ends...

u just have to keep ur head high and think good...

sincerely,

jess

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