Today was pretty excruciating. We had our leadership company Picnic. It was really too hot. The sun was out and shining too bright. Thank the gods it was a short day. I needed to go home by the time this day was done.
i'm really tired today. i haven't gone out in a while to obtain the energy of another to subsidize my condition. i have been curious about the effects of not feeding. it's strange, some people state that energy vampirism is not a real state of being... however, i am living proof that it is. my energy these days just doesn't recoup without feeding at a regular interval. i think it's been about 2 weeks and it's starting to wreak havoc all over the place and in a lot of areas of my life...
unstable and unable. not a good place to be.
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