I had to see him again, one more time.
I had to know for sure, and as always...
I felt the fire, the heating of my skin at his touch.
The quickening of breath from an assault of urgent kisses.
But the icy coldness followed.
Callous words from a hard and barren heart that offers no affection,
no warmth or kindness.
Self-serving in his quest for fulfillment
He is born of lust and lives of lust.
He offers nothing more...
I had to see him again, one last time.
To confirm... that my spirit has healed.
And that he no longer dominates my emotions.
Yet I did not walk away in sadness or in anger.
Rather... in acceptance.
My heart no longer pines for his affections.
I am indifferent; as he is unworthy of my passion
I offered only love, he chose to decline.
So I'll walk away and share my affection elsewhere
I am born of love and Live of love.
I offer nothing more....
YOUR MEMORIES WILL ALWAYS HAUNT ME LIKE A GHOST,
TO PUT IT NICELY I HOPE YOU CHOKE,
A POET OF SORTS BUT IM NOT ENOUGH TO GIVE YOU AND EYESORE.
ITS HARD TO SWALLOW WITH YOUR HANDS AROUND MY THROAT
IM SICK AND TIRED OF, I TOLD YOU SO
YOU CAN CALL ME AT MY HOME
BUT I KNOW BETTER THAN TO ANSWER THE PHONE,
WHEN PEOPLE ASK ABOUT THE LAST TIME WE SPOKE.
I LET THE STITCHES DO THE TALKING FOR THE MOST
AND I LEAVE OUT HOW YOU THREW A LAMP THROUGH MY FRONT WINDOW.
JUST BURN THE PHOTOGRAPHS AND BURY ALL THE PAGES THAT WE KNEW.
IN SHORT THIS IS GOODBYE TO UNEXPECTING YOU
EVEN IF I SPEND 2004 LISTENING TO MORRISEY IN MY CAR
IM BETTER OFF ALONE THAN I WOULD BE IN YOUR ARMS
JUST BURN THE PHOTOGRAPHS AND BURY THE PAGES THAT WE KNEW.
IN SHORT THIS IS GOODBYE TO UNEXPECTING YOU.
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