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People Suck,

Life is fucked,

What the hell's the point?



I don't know,

I feel so slow,

And on top of that:

I need a joint...



WRITTEN FEBRUARY 2ND, 2006

What do you do when you're in love with someone who's already taken? What if you don't want your honey's honey to get hurt? The man you love has a beautiful soul... You'd hate to lose him, and so would his girl... I'm lost and fading in and out of the darkness which is life... I'm falling and there is no one to help me back up again...



WRITTEN SEPTEMBER 21ST, 2005

If you wanna get to know me,

You better stick around,

Cuz unless you are my homie,

Your face will kiss the ground.

Anyone who cares to love me,

Cares to know me,

Cares to show me,

Anyone who cares to know me,

Listen to me now.



I'm not a perfect person,

It's hard to earn my love...

Everytime there's a window open,

There's me falling out.



You wouldn't really want to know me,

Care to know me,

Care to show me.

You wouln't really want to know me,

Listen to me know.



To know me is to know pain,

As sorrow fills my heart.

Solitude most surrounds me,

Few may break my heart.



You REALLY wouldn't want to show me,

Care to show me,

WISH to show me.

You REALLY wouldn't want to show me,

Listen to me now.



To show me you is to show me hate,

I can see it in your eyes.

Your heart, It holds no warmth for me,

It's a block of hard ice, chilled by your lies...



Anyone who cares to love me,

Cares to know me,

Cares to show me...

Anyone who cares to know me...

DO ME A FAVOR AND LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!

"What is love like?", you will ask,

and i will reply, "Well... love... love is like dying..."

But you won't ever understand...

I love the roughness of his kiss,

The press of his groin to mine...

The hold he has upon my wrists,

I wish this knew no time...



His tounge and mine,

They intertwine,

As he fights with me

For dominance.



His fury and all of his lust,

He shows for me in his stance...



I shall always wish,

That this man was mine,

He's so sexy,

And so fine.



I now know why it is

That i was warned,

Loving him is a crime...

My heart is aching...

My heart is breaking...

Whatever shall I do?



I do not know...

Can't find the flow...

Forever fading away...



What shall I do?

Can I trust you?

That I am not sure of...



The glass is breaking,

My wrists are breaking,

And the blood continues to flow...





WRITTEN SEPTEMBER 21ST, 2005

Hey stranger...

Long time,

No see...

Tell me this,

Did you really miss me?

Did you long for me with every breath you took,

As I longed for you with your caressing looks?

Did you think of me when you heard our song,

Did you go ahead and sing along?

I did...



Hey stranger...

Long time,

No see...

Tell me this,

Do you still love me?

Do you imagine that I,

Am by you side,

With every step you take?

I do...



Hey stranger...

I've thought it through,

And now I've decided that I must tell you:

If you never longed for me,

With every breath you took,

As I longed for you,

With your caressing looks...

And if you didn't think of me when you heard our song,

And you didn't think,

To sing along...

Then you didn't really miss me...



And if you no longer imagine that I,

Am always by your side,

With every step you take....



Stranger,

It pains me to say,

That you no longer love me.

what is life? what is life but the beating of a single lone heart? What is death but the cease of a single lone heart's beating? And what is love, may i ask, but the life of two hearts, beating together?