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Okay so my bipolar is going off the rails and the meds aren’t working. So I went to therapy today and was doing my listening to music ignore the world around me thing. Drank water threw out a water bottle and was asked if I wanted to hold a child for the child was looking at me and the father was looking at me while the mother was looking at me to see what my reaction would be I guess. I smiled and said no thanks I don’t need baby cooties. He laughed and asked what are baby cooties? You know you drink the water and then all of the sudden your preggers. Not happening thanks. Cute kid.. Walked on along. My therapist came out and before her was this guy…..
::::Yep tilts head:: I was hoping for a sex therapist but nope. He was the modern day Viking. Very meowy. 6’4” brown beard, tattoos on arms built and he was just um yeah well made. I asked my therapist if I could have him. She was like Bad Jayde! No you probably will kill him like the last one you had. I blinked and thought when was that? She said 10 years ago was bad. You had a someone who was 18 years younger than you and he had to get another male to get a break. What does that say to you? I chose the wrong man? Blinks She laughed no you are not normal deary. Eyebrow raised fine but if he is I want in….looked at the back of him damnnnnnnnnnnnnn…..

I want the invisible sign that I have on me to be removed. “Annoy the Tara” Yesterday was horrifying in the waiting room with a bunch of people who said nothing until I did. An 80 year old woman who was in a wheel chair said nice t shirt to a 7 year old boy and the mother said “son don’t talk to that n word” needless to say it did not end well for her phone and my finger. I think I got the better end of the deal. Making an 80-year woman cry, my God what has the world come to????? Bloody hell. Today the weirdo factor I was in elevator I had my headphones on and was listening to bat out of hell minding my own business. Apparently, the guy recognized me from going up the elevator? I said to the military woman thank you for your service and then let her go ahead of me to get on. He did not and hogged the way in and then let her in and I walked in. He yelled loudly you were on the elevator going up now we are going down together. I looked at him tilted my head and said those darn doctors just make appointments for no reason but to direct us to do so now don’ t they? She laughed. He looked at me and smiled. Yes I cut it short. I am still not amused with people after yesterday’s bull dukey. So it made me ponder stuff and made me think a lot about life and made me realize I am truly a bit ashamed of the human race and since I am one of them I am a tad embarrassed about them.