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Read a poem that was divine but also sounded lost by you today. I was not sure what you were saying but it was deep. I hope you are okay and I hope that your heart stops aching abit.

Well when you are away it will be hard but you must make an effort. That is all I ask. Whether snail mail or not. I don't mind waiting as long as it is something I know is coming to me I will be fine. I just need communication that is all.
You can communicate with me now but when, You cannot do it like you are used to will you make the effort that is what I plan to wait and see. I love you and have faith in you.

My soul got hurt when I heard you got hurt. I am glad you are ok. I just hope you let the saints know they need to work with you now not against you. You seem to have it within you so be that man I see. Heal quickly...

Last night was an amazing feeling. A feeling of light and love that brings you home.
Sings hello kitty. Smiles Hope to see him on line

He makes me giddy and makes me smile all day. Why does he do that? I am not sure but he does. Sighs now I understand where art thou Eric? muhahahaha

I am not sure why I got so lucky with him.. Eric has made an impact in my life. He is a primal piece to my life. He knows my good and bad and understands me. He is okay with it. Which amazes me morethan anything else. I was assuming he would run by now and has not. Oddly enough. He is an animal like me which is cool I like this relationship we have. He treats me with respect sometimes we don’t see eye to eye but other days he can treats me better than most can. I like this thing called online dating. It is neat. Not as bad as last time.

splashing in the waves that is what it looks like. A picture of a moment in time of you. The air dancing around you and the water surrounding you. Coins at your feet and yet your aura whole and complete. Something about that moment makes me wonder what you were thinking at that moment. What was it at that exact moment that made you look back.

Sometimes I just want to take his pain away. other times I want his pain to multiple. Yesterday was a roller coaster and today was luckily an end to a ride but more so a happy mistake for us both. I care for him but sometimes he can be so darn silly. If he was upfront and told me about this girl I would not have had a problem like I did yesterday. She came to me and asked and I was like huh? Blinded by something I was not prepared for. I was in a dream that became a nightmare. Today he is in a bad mood and I wish I could fix it but I cannot. I wish the things that are bad in his life would go away. But he has to make that change. I wish he could be happy and feel the love I feel. But sometimes he is numb to it. He says I light up and I know I do but why? Because of him. He makes me smile. he makes me want to be something more. Feel something more even when days are rough such as these.

His thoughts are sometimes so profound he makes me shiver in delight. Sometimes he makes me dance in his dreams as he does in mine. The fact that we have never met does not seem to even bother us. The fact that we can communicate about anything seems to be a mystery in itself. He makes my life brighter, more alive if that makes sense... When he is sad I try to lift him up. When I am sad he does the same. It is like we have known each other all our lives and yet we have only known each other for a short while. He makes my heart a little calmer and my soul a lot more open to seeing life in a new way.

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Atieno
03:47 Aug 06 2017

you going to make me cry...that is so sweet

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He is honorable
He is forthcoming on things that are happening
He is child like when it comes to playing
When he gets shy, he is amazingly sexier than ever
The way he always says good night "my sweet sunshine,the co pilot of my life, my forever lover good night and sweet dreams...your tomorrow will be better than your today"
He brings out the best in me
He inspires me
He has faith in God
He brings forth a new insight to life in general
He is intelligent
He is bilingual in languages
He has a raspy voice
He is understanding

he makes me laugh
he makes me smile
he has an awesome personality
he has a personal style about himself
he has doe eyes
he has a smile that can light up a room
He is family oriented
He is caring
he is kind
he is honest
he is sensual
he is romantic

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Atieno
05:40 Aug 04 2017

:) I wonder who that is

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