ok, I find myself sitting at my keyboard writing this entry with weary eyes and tired fingers tapping on the keys. I look at my clock and it says 2:30am and I wonder...
'why am I tired? It's only half two! Am I losing my touch? Nah! Must be all that deep thinking that I do.'
So I continue...
I joined Vampire Rave a couple of days ago and now, after changing my profile pic umpteen times, I feel compelled to write in my journal.
Why am I drawn to the idea of life as a vampire? The most obvious reason is probably because a lot of the time I feel like an outsider, a stranger in the presence of people. Often not relating, often repelled by the behaviour of humans and often looked upon as different, weird or just plain crazy.
But, as is the way of the universe, what's bad about it is also what's good about it and though I often feel a certain sadness when in a crowd, I appreciate my alternative perceptions and find myself stepping back and noticing that which people are usually too busy to realise. I imagine that this is the same for many of us who live life on the outskirts of society. Because we are different from the norm, we are able to see it for what it is...an illusion.
COMMENTS
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MissSacha
03:28 Apr 04 2010
My degrees of reality are so close to yours....An illusion I tell you... Its all an illusion...
Come with me
Into the trees
We'll lay on the grass
And let the hours pass
Take my hand
Come back to the land
Let's get away
Just for one day..... (dm)