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As darkness unfolds

as warm turns to cold

the end of the day

the Sun's gone away



Light is dark

dark in night

this is when I make my flight



From one place to another

no suspicion no conditions



none will know

none will see



the dark figure

that is me



I move through these places

that always fade

from my memory



nothing of interest

nothing to thirst



then he's there

nothing between us

but air



life elixir's call

the sound of his pulse

is never small



the whoosh of blood

overflowing his veins



The thirst takes control



then its gone

no more blood

no more sound

an empty shell

falls to the ground



then rises once more

to thirst as I had just before



Chaos unbound

from his chains

just to once again drain

cause others pain



light penetrates dark

I flea

once more

to await for yet another

end of a day



night turns bright

cold to warm

day begins

Sun reigns for a while

then it happens

once more

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x0xkumikox0x
20:09 Dec 18 2008

wow deep

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deathangelsdarkrose
20:32 Dec 18 2008

Cool

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I said

I was sorry



what more can I do?

you can ignore me

and hate me

all you like



I deserve

what I get



I know you're angry

I understand



I can't hide

anymore than

I can abide

to see the anger

in your eyes



I can't tell you

to cry me a river

to build me a bridge

to get over it



I can do nothing

but wait and see

what you will do to me



I am sorry

I do regret

but I must make sure

my needs are met



my need to express

the ways I feel

my need to try

your patience

in your eyes

my need to defend

myself

in the end



I did more wrong

than right

in my very short life



I regret

most all my life

the way I feel

about out strife



I stand and wait

for your revenge

while the regret

eats me in the end

A blank page

a nothingness in my eyes



mine eyes have seen

pain

death

murders

murderers

the dead

the dying

the happy

the sad

the good

the bad

life

the living

anger

fear

jealousy

covetry



pure experience is

fuel to my fire

ink to my pen

words to my books

thoughts to my plans

conspirators to my conspiracy



yet i sit before

a blank page

an unwritten work

a useless creation

He's here

I don't know where

His presence can

be felt in the air

I am taken by fear

There's somthing behind me

I turn to see

There's nothing there

I am scared

I am fearful

I don't know

what to do

He grabs me from behind

A palm is accross my mouth

SHHHHH!

He whispers in my ear

His closeness terrifies me

Darkness is all I see

His voice is all I hear

I told you!

You can't hide from me!

I will find you

no matter where you hide!

He pulls me forward

with a force unheard of by men

He takes His hand from my mouth

Don't scream!

I gasp for air

I can't help you!

I whisper desperately

He chuckles softly

You're more gifted than you think!

I hang my head at the thought

A chill runs up my spine

Why do you fear me?

It hurts to hear

the sincere sadness

in His voice

Anger boils in my veins

You ask such a question

after murdering my parents?

His breathing becomes ragged

with anger because of me

I told you

I didn't mean to.

The shame eminates

from His body

and through His words

His arms hold me

fast against His chest

I can't help the way I am.

I wish I could.

I can't respond

His scent overcomes me

the Darkness recedes slightly

as I lean over to be sick

He holds back my hair

When I stand up

He releases me

I can't run

I turn to face Him

Do you know

that I love you?

I look up at His words

my knees buckle

He catches me

as I fall

No I didn't.

my answer comes

as a whisper

He wears a distant look

You do now.

I see the solemn

way He looks at me

I love you, too,

but it won't work

not after what happened.

His eyes soften

He catches my gaze

I can't look away

He bows His head

and kisses my cheek

I want to kiss Him back

I want out of his arms

I want to run for my life

He is staring at me again

Are you going to kill me?

a sharp intake of breath

reveals His shock

at my words

He releases me and

I fall to the floor

His voice becomes deadly

If I wanted you dead

You'd already be that way!

To Die in a Fire

Would be the very best thing

To forever remember the Caress of the Loving Flame

To feel Brave to have done such a Feat

To know you have never been Beat



How would it feel To Die in a Fire

In a very large Flaming Spire

To go willingly into the nothingness of Death

To willingly Exhale your final Breath

Not sure if I would be docile Enough

To give the Flame of Life a final Snuff



Could I bare the Weight

Of ruining an epic Fate

To destroy God's gift from Above

To contradict His celestial Love



The Desire To Die in a Fire

Was long ago meditated with Conspire

Not my fault

Amidst my Prime

Not beyond my space, my Time



To Die in a Fire Fascination

Long ago an Inspiration

As I have previously Said

My control has long since been Dead

Can't help myself

What can I do

Because neither, my friend, can I help you



To Die in a Fire

Would be the very best thing

No Body left

No Casket need bought

No Money spent

No Headstone set above a Coffin



A small engraved stone was set by

Her burnt out Spire

As she continuously Burns

In her Ancient Unsee able Fire

People pass by and spurn her

Yet never Know

The Pain and Pleasure

Of that Brave Unbeaten Soul

Who Lived To Die in a Fire

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deathangelsdarkrose
20:34 Dec 18 2008

um.....................................cool

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A word spoken

a meaning lost



whats the point

of winter frost



whats the meaning

of a flowery spring



why does the moon

shine above



why do the stars sometimes

hang low



why cant we

beyond the sky



all i ask is why



why do we breath now

when one day we wont



why is is you smoke?



why is a fires warmth attract



why does speed thrill



why is darkness comforting



what lies beyond the light



why isnt the unknown known



why do people judge one another



why are we here

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deathangelsdarkrose
15:03 Dec 12 2008

Cool

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