ok so today was thanksgiving. hate the holiday...moving on now...dad looked upset...come to find out he was pissed that mom had been drinking and that he couldnt be with his new woman apparently. fine what the fuck ever. grow up and get over it dad. i would have much rather been at Virginia Beach with a friend than stuck with moms family. he cocks an attitude with me when as we are leaving he is trying to tell me to follow him when i back out of the drive way. i ask him if i can make it past the car behind me and he has a bitch fit. he calls me when me and mom arrive at a coworkers house and in a very pissy tone asks me why i dont have a house key. WTF?!? i have a fuckin house key. how else do i get into our house at 2am? im soo pissed i dont know what to do...hes going to see his gf or mistress or whoever the hell this fucking whore is 2morrow. i hope he stays there with her. ill visit him when i want something or watever. ive just never seen my daddy like this. it was like he wasnt even MY DADDY. it was just like he was tommy. god...now i feel like i need to be cuddled...someone cuddle me dammit! lol
i imed an old ex today...heart broke in two...hes moved on...i havent...sorta...i dont want him with anyone...i know. im selfish...ive been told so...but dammit its not fair that hes with another and im single...it sucks...my gods...
You scored as Violent. You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for.
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You scored as Blade. Thats right you are the booty kicking you cross me and I will stomp a mudhole in your butt type. Sexy and a great fighter with mad fighting skills
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You lead a very well-ordered life. You are just and keep things in balance. You know just how to react to things, and people like you for that.
Take the quiz: "Which Vampire Clan Do You Belng To?"
Malkavian
Congratulations! You are incurably insane! Clan quote: 'Laugh if you like. Doesn't matter. Assume that you're so much smarter than the poor, broken lunatic. Doesn't matter. But think about this: you're a dead thing, same as me. You died and were reborn...as this. What makes you and me different? Simple, I REMEMBER what I saw when i was full and truly dead. You'd be mad, too'.
you are the "I hate you so bad" happy
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In your eyes people can see hurt and anger. There
is no love or understanding. You were let down
by people and betrayed by others. You are not
going to let that happen again
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you are LOST. really wat more is there to say? You
don't have a clue what is going on around you
or what your future is gonna be like. You never
can make up your mind and you and constantly
changing it! You probably have a couple of
friends who are just as lost as you. Just a
healthy suggestion never take a road trip alone
you'll end up in china...
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You're a "Black Angel" which means your
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about people since no one was particularly nice
to you and now you want revenge for their
cruelty. You're always alone unless forced to
be with other people and you love to cause
trouble. You feel depressed a lot and don't
have something that could cheer you up like
most people. You don't find joy in people or
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You are Form 9, b>Vampire: The Undying.
"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."
Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.
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individual. You may be a little idealistic,
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savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.
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Your soul is bound to the b>Rose Petals: The
Wronged.
"I've come undone and all hopes of mending
me are gone because the pain took my soul.
Can't you see? The only one who can put me
back together again is me."
The Rose Petals are associated with sorrow,
reflection, and wisdom. They are governed by
the goddess Persephone and their sign is The
Teardrop, or Broken Love.
As a Rose Petal, you are always self-reflective and
may be hard on yourself. You probably have
been hurt in the past by other people and can
sometimes distance yourself, as a result. You
don't usually let other get too close to you,
but you are very good at mending your spirits
back together by yourself.
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Take the quiz: "Which vampire from the Vampire Chronicles By Anne Rice are you?"
Akasha
You are Akasha. Damn, you are one evil bitch. Akasha is the self-proclaimed Queen of the Damned, and the Mother of all Vampires. She and the her king were created by an evil spirit that flew into their wounded bodies, and made them blood drinkers, though she lives in denial, because she was once worshipped in Egypt. After a 6000 year sleep, Akasha awakened by Lestat, wreaks havoc and hell, and attempts to establish her reign as Queen over all, but is eventually destroyed by Mekare, and the core of the vampires is stolen from her.
Take the quiz: "What Element Do You Control?"
Dark
You control the element of Dark!!!!Congrats! With this element, you can: Well, do just about anything do want that has to do with darkness. You are immune to all those various things.
Take the quiz: "Which Disney Character Are You?"
Ariel (Little Mermaid)
You LOVE to explore the sea and you love to swim. You love to wonder.
Congratulations you have achieved level 4 witch
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well!!
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ok well some of my friends know that my mom is a cheater. for those of you who dont, my mom is a cheater. for the last 20 or so years of her marriage to my "father" (hes actually my step father as a result of her infidelity) shes been with other men. well i assume that here recently that dad is sick of loving a woman who doesnt love him back so hes gone and got a lil friend himself. i kinda knew but i played dumb when mom mentioned her. she asked where i wanted to live should her and daddy divorce. i said the only place ive ever known...the current home we are in. mom asked if id like to live with her if she gets her own place. i said yes for the simple fact that shed probably hold it against me for years if didnt. this is some bullshit. i hate that its coming to this, but ya wanna know whats super fucked? the only thing i said to my mom was, "Am I gettin a laptop for Christmas or what?" after she mentioned daddys lady friend. she asked if i thought she should "fight for her man" or "let him be happy". why the fuck is she asking me? ive had 2 failed engagements in the last 3 years...(not my fault but ask me and ill tell ya the stories) and im worried that shes gonna do something stupid. my moms kinda suicidal. shes attempted once, but i was too young to remember any of it, however i have been told stories from time to time. the reason im worried about her being suicidal is because shes started sayin i love you more. now im not sayin that is a sign of suicidal tendencies, but im saying it kinda raises a red flag in my mind about my mom. she never says it unless im sick, hurt, or its my or her birthday. fuck...i dont wanna deal with this. anyone wanna adopt me? lol!
well dressing up for halloween was a last minute thing. i wore a black prom dress that i WAS gonna wear to prom but it made me look fat. (as if i need the dress to make me look fat! lol) so i wore that and some black angel wings and this super awesome dragon/sword necklace that matreluna helped me pick out. we looked super awesome! we turned heads and everything. i got a lil shit from a coworker because of how i was dressed but my asst. manager couldnt keep his eyes offa me! *pukes a little bit* then we picked up my friend heather and she went as buffy...she looked like hell but she had an awesome knife so that kinda evened it out. then we picked up "Dante". he went as the ringmaster from icp. we picked on him the entire night and called him the homosexual trapeeze artist. (I AM NOT AGAINST HOMOSEXUALS!) then i had the brainiac idea of reverse trick or treating...anyone not in costume got candy...i wish i had thought of it earlier since we got to meet lots of hot guys that way! when i get the motivation, ill dress up again and take pics of me and post them here...maybe...im not sure if i will...as of yet...
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