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I walk in darkness to find my light.

When you left you were never so right,

to say the things you did to me.

You opened my eyes so I could truely see.

Now that I've found myself

here you come around the bend,

hoping that I would welcome you again.

So now to you these things I say:

I will NOT be led astray

from the path that I have chosen.

For my spirit has become molten.

Until the day I can no longer fight,

I walk in darkness to find my light.





wrote in 2004

My love for you was so strong

that I though nothing would interfere.

But alas, I was bound

to find that I was wrong.

So many things you have done to me

you've stolen my hart and broke my trust.

Someone should lock you up

and throw away the key.

To let you back into my life would be travisty.

I can't, no won't, put up with it.

No more broken promises and lies.

You can continue you're life without me.

I hope you like this place you have found

because my life is going to be solid and sound.



wrote in 2004

At night as I lay in bed and sleep

something awakens from within me deep.

It slowely rises to the surface

with the urgancy of an unknown purpose.



I can not control this creature inside

even for me it refuses to hide.

All my sences this creature wishes to steal

yet I remain calm for I know that it just wants to feel.



It just wishes to be free

but then what would happen to me?

At my being this does wear

to the point that I little care.



So now I take the stand

that this being almost demands.

I will not be afraid when

this creature escapes from within.





wrote in 2005

Nights spent breaking from the cage

while the days are spent in rage.

Two worlds trying to live at one time

an impossibility that has become mine.



Questing for a way to melt

these two worlds into one.

Hoping against all hope that this peril

is not mine alone.

Looking for a silver lining

or a shining star,

to guide me on a path

that seems long and far.



No end in visible sight,

so to continue this battle is my plight.

Continuesly wondering which world will prevail

and in which world can I sail.





wrote in 2005

In my dreams my inner soul is revealed

to show the battle faught on the field.

With light on one side and dark on the other

"Is there one side that is stronger?"



As my dream went on it choose to reeal

that both sides faught a battle so sureal.

Light and dark seemed equally matched.

When the battle was over the field was patched

with beings from both sides.

I could hear their mournful cries.



Then the dream came to a standstill

as the light crept through the windowsill.

Upon awakening on that spring morn

I came to the conclusion that both sides won,

for in all of us, every person I know

there are two sides that always show.





wrote in 2005