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I'm awake....and before I can swallow the first sip of my morning brew...the lonliness washes over me and the reality of this shitty life consumes my thoughts. So not looking forward to another weekend of hell and nothingness.

The pain inside is so unbearable. I can't shake this emptiness. How many years are going to pass before I get some sort of life together? I am trying so hard to be strong and focused, but I am hurting beyond all belief. I never thought I could be this low again. I can't drain the pain, I have to overcome that desire and just "deal with it". I am so tired of being lonely. I need someone in my life. There are all these people surrounding me...i feel hateful. I continue to get trampled in the crowd...everybody is just passing by so quickly and won't stop to look me in the eye and see the pain dripping down my face. How can I be that invisible? I hate this world.

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xXSeductiveXLustXx
01:45 Jun 27 2009

*Hugs*

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