Another semestre at school comes to a close; And I'm due back in by Friday for Chem and Bio...it will be a welcome sabbatical from the ante-social realm of theatre. Yes, I actually acted in my first play...took me a whole half hour to learn all my lines since I only had a dozen or so between the two characters (both Irish peasant girls).
I don't know, maybe its the shallowness that is choking me. The saving grace is that my sister was also a part of the cast. She's an excellent positive force that can rile the cast up, when they would rather be dead, pissass, or just plain blase during scenes that should have been high-energy. I enjoyed my own raw emotions...in fact, I scared the lead male actor a bit with my "rambunctiousness"...we'll just leave it at that. But, it was hard to give it my all, when my fellow actors kept to their quiet self-preservative ways.
Despite my sense of...nothingness that has followed, my body tells me otherwise.
My Paresthesia is acting up again (on a much smaller scale, thankfully); There are small swatches of the blood-welled skin spattered about some localized places.
Oh, and I'm cutting back on the caffeine...yay me.
(cutting back, not quitting)
I should visit a blood drive and give a pint. I have never known what blood type I am, anyways. It would be the safe way to reduce some of this pressure welling up in my veins.
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