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I am a Ninja...

I have no Fear. I do not Fear the unknown

fore I embrace the wonders of the world around me

and the differences in others.

I shall meet adversity head on fore I am a Survivor.

Nothing can stop my Shine.



I am Human...

I recognize my flaws. I shall strive to change the

things I can control and seek strength for

the things I cannot.

I shall cherish the teachings of my ancestors

and the Family who have fallen before me



I have Love

With Love there is Unity and Strength.

Love does not hurt nor does it seek to destroy.

I too, shall not hurt or seek to destroy.

With Love in my Heart, Love for my Family

and Love for the Carnival...

I Fell In Love With You



There are no words I could speak

To detail the adoration I feel for you

There is no way I could ever seek

For something as powerful and true.

I live for your smile

I dream for your kiss

When I am with you

It is pure bliss

One look at your face

Gets me weak in the knees

Don't say goodbye

I beg of you please

You are my life

You brighten my world

I feel so special

Being your girl

So hold me tight

don't ever let go

There's just one thing

I think you should know

With one look in your eyes

I knew it was true

With one touch of your hand

I fell in love with you

People hate me and they don't care

how I feel or what I wear

They just hate me, nothing more

They're calling me names

like bitch and whore



For them I don't exist

I just ruin their happiness

It makes me sick to be alive

Im tired of this, I want to die

To rest in peace, forever more

and then they will regret they called me whore



To feel the knife deep in my flesh

I'm going to end all of this

It makes me happy to end this pain

and forever more to be in peace,

although that's just beyond belief



And with my last breath

I'll call my mom

I'll tell her I love her

and then be gone

I have become so lonely that my soul has left my body and hovers over me.

It only comes back when I am around you, but soon my soul will be gone forever after June 17th.

That is the day I will not cry because I wont see the one I love again. Until I meet u again my body will be hollow, you might never find me again

I will never cry instead I will find more comfort with this razor I put to my wrist every night, but wait do you see the lines on my wrist any more? No since bling and rain have found out I have to stop but when I do I black out and then I started to cut my legs just to get the pain out. I want you to see I want you to ask, the only thing I dont want to hear from your lips is your better off dead Cuz if you said that I would go and commit my suicide..

I must be going crazy I almost forgot to ask u to tell My mom that she is the best there ever was, tell my dad when or if you find him tell him I love him even though I didnt know him, Tell my step dad that he will end up in hell for taking me away from my mother and putting me in this hell, And tell the people that I live with that they just made my life even more of a hell, also tell my voice coaches that they help me and my band go far, lastly since the one that is reading this is my love, I love you very much, but I must go for my time on earth is gone by and I need to end it here.

Why, you might ask. Why am I doing this?

I will tell you why, this world is too much for me, so now you will not have to worry about me anymore, I will go commit my suicide...

-----this is not done by me-------