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Im glad its a new day now.

earlyer i went to the cemetery to light a candle for my friend. My dad came with me which i appreciate very much. It was beautiful there..



It was strange,we stod there for a while then at the exact same time we both said "its hard to belive its 2 years today"

And then we got quite for a while..



I still question myself why ? :'(

I think most people do when they lost a friend or someone close to them but never figuring out the right answer. Maybe that would be faith.

It was their destiny..



Its hard to loose so many people close to you in so short time. In just a few weeks im going to light another candle for another friend and it feels so hard.

The best friend i've ever had. Even though we didn't hang out much the last year she was always the best. And i regret it so much now !!



But i know i'll meet these people someday!

And til then, im gonna live for you and do the things in life you loved!

Probably the hardest thing i've ever had to write.

But to make the chance bigger of getting a job,i had to do it.

So i've started a bit but it got booring so i had to do something else for a while.



Not that i know what to do, right now im listening to Nightwish and just relaxing.

Think im gonna go and make something to eat then watch a few episodes of prison break.



Tomorow im going to the cemetary to light a candle for christian. Its been 2 years allready,and i cant understand how the time can go so fast.

Iam never going to forget that horrible evening.





I hope you're allright wherever you are ! -

Im bored..

Today when dad got home from work i had to ask him what day it was. He said i was stupid.

But its not easy to remember the days when you're in bed almost every day.



So its thursday. That feels really good ,friday tomorrow.

Weekends rock ! I can go out !!

Which i can do everyday. But i dont have that much energy.

So first thing in the morging im gonna open a cold beer and take a shower,then call som friends and see whats going to happend this weekend.



Today i've been looking at trips to ireland,its really cheap. I wished it was that cheap traveling to italy.

I really have to go there. Gonna start saving money now so i can go next summer.



Now im gonna play piano for a while. Wont be to long because dad has to sleep.. it sucks because i like to play at night when its dark outside and i can light some candles.

Its a big thunderstorm outside now. I know i should shut down the computer. But if i do,im gonna be so bored .. So lets hope that the thunder doesn't hit my computer.

I LOVE thunderstorms,it really cozy bu at the same time its scares me to. And now when im home alone and the cat is hiding under the couch,i really wished i had someone who could come and hold my hand .

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Milambra
12:29 Jul 17 2009

I'm addicted to thunderstorms lol i love em

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My status stands on mosquito.

Really dont know why,but i do know i hate them !

And i dont know what this journal is for .



Anyway,thought i'd write a few lines.

It wont be anything worth reading but i have nothing better to do so why not..



The clock is 00.00 Midnight,me like!

Today i went to the cemetery to visit my 2 friends,and my second mother as i call her.

Its sick how the days go so fast and im not missing them less.



Now my cat came up to me getting comfortable on my stomach. He's so cute,but its hard to write when he lies there.



Now i've been a member here for 2 days and i really like it so far.

Now im not sure this is swhat you're supposed to do in a journal but i dont care. It felt good to write a few sentences.

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Morrigon
01:07 Jul 15 2009

Ugh... Yeah, and you find out there is a mosquito in your bedroom when one buzzes RIGHT inside your ear..



eeeeeeeeEEEEEFMFMFMFMFMFM!!!



And you can't kill it because it keeps getting away!



Sorry, the beginning of your entry just brought up old memories ;)

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