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Sitting in the class room, with nothing to do



Sitting in the class room, without a good view



Sitting in the class room, getting in a bad mood



Sitting in the class room, with not even homework to do



Sitting in the class room, wishing I could leave soon



Sitting in the class room, wanting to see the moon



Sitting in the class room, with no hope but doom



Sitting in the class room........

You yell, I scream



You nag, I plead



You tell, I ask



You talk, I whisper



You go, I stay



You walk, I crawl



You lie, I cheat



You lafe, I cry



You live, I die......

My life is draining away



My feelings are draining away



Pain is now coming to me



I lost everything



My hope



I dont have eney



I never did and never will



My knees hert so much



My knees hert from falling on them all the time



Its all because of you



You took everything from me



Well, exept for my tears



I wont let you take that from me



I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you



Why dont you just die



Why dont you just leave me alone



Go away



Stop giving me this horrible feeling



Who are you, and why are you doing this to me



Show your face



What



Could it be



Me

All of this pain



All of this anger



I dont understand



Why



And dont even get me started on all of the lies



I just wont to scream



I just wont to destroy everything I see



My head herts



where am I



And where did all this blood come from



And whats this blade doing in my hand



I have to hide these wound's



I have to hide everything



The way I feel



The way I think



The way I do things



The way I talk, and what I say



I feel like there is so much weight holding me down



My head herts so much



Why is the room spinning



What is this feeling



What is this built up inside of me



I gess its



Stress

I dont understand



You never gave me a reason



And if or when you did, it didn't make sense



Its so confusing to me



All I can say, is that I dont understand



I just want to fall on my knees, cry, and scream



I just want to understand



Thats all I ask



If you wont help me understand



Then just give me the missing puzzle piecs



So I can at least figure this out myself



I can't figure this out without the piecs



believe me, I tried



Im not happy eneymore because of you



I can't remember the last time I was



Just give me a reason



Give ma a piec of the puzzle



Do something



Dont just walk away



You can't leave me in this tangled mess of confusion



Well apparently you can



Bacause you left a little wiyal ago



But



I just



I dont understand

Why do you do that



I dont understand



Is it to spare my feelings



Stop me from crying



Tell me what feelings do I have to spare, and when do I ever stop crying



The only thing I feel is the bitter cold



Someone says something



Another says something else



Who do I believe



Why should I believe you



How can I trust you



Is there something your not telling me



Why do you do this



Just tell me



He told me he wouldnt hert me



She said she would tell me everything



There is a word for what your saying



Your telling me a bunch of lies



Lies all of it



I can't trust eneyone eneymore



I can't trust eneyone



Not even myself



Why do you tell me



Lies

Why

why did you leave me

why did you hert me

why did you lie to me





Why

why do you just walk away

why do you say things

why do you say you feel what I feel





Why

why can't I understand

why can't I be happy

why cant' I breath





Why

why does my voice hide

why does my wrist bleed

why does my heart stop





Why

Pleas I beg of you, why

Just tell me why



It's an endless battle with you

Is it so hard

Is it so hard just to tell me why

I know you know

I know you know why

Pleas just tell me

Why

Whenever you see me, you make a big smile



Whenever I see you, I......



When you touch me, you feel desire



When I touch you, I......



Remember when you hugged me, you didn't wont to let go



Remember when I hugged you, I......



That time you kissed me, you felt a spark



That time I kissed you, I......felt nothing



You call this desire



You call this life



You call this a spark



You call this love



Well I call this, a lie

Happieness comes and go's



Hatred is within



Love is forever



But where have you been?



You say your always here, but your really always gone



Where have you been disappearing to?



Whats going on?



I love you my darling



Do you love me?



I feel hapieness with you



Do you feel it with me?



I sense hatred in your heart



Do you sense it in me?



This can't be happening



It's all just a dream



I love you my darling, but do you love me?

Everytime I think of you, its like a dream that never ends



Everytime I see you, I wish we weren't just friends



Everytime I hear you, my heart starts to mend



Everytime I wish I could talk to you, but instead a note I send



Although evertyime isn't all the time



I still wish you'd say



I love you Kelly so with you I will stay



Everytime........