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Once an Impish Darling now Tattered Angel
00:44 Feb 28 2009
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Standing in a brightly lit room, filled with laughter and love from those familiar faces she has seen every day for years, she stays in the corner farthest from everyone. Her black gown flowing around her slender frame glistening in the radiance of the room, like a dark pond at twilight, while supple waves of silken obsidian locks stream down her back and dance around her face, making her soft ivory skin dramatically paler. With sharp blue eyes she peers from face to face watching everyone smile and joke around. In the midst of everyone she spots him, looking at his handsome face, and trying to avoid his electric green eyes. Hearing the painfully sweet melody of his voice makes her heart start to race, her chest tightens and the tears start lightly rolling down her cheek staining her soft ivory skin. Tender eyes still watching him she whispers to herself “I can’t take it anymore.” Slowly lowering her gaze she starts to drift towards the door with only one quick glance back to the room and his beauty she drifts out the door and into the darkness away from the happy humming and him. Slowly moving through the void her obsidian mane wisps lightly behind her faintly gleaming from the dwindling light she left. Her ivory skin is almost blinding against the absolute darkness that now surrounds her. Still able to hear the soft murmur of friends and family from her once happy haven, his stood out the most of all. Being able to hear his voice fills the last shattered pieces of her soul with utter loneliness making her heart match the blackness that consumes her whole. When there is no more light behind her she stops and falls to her knees, her black gown settling around her, hiding most all of her in the darkness, as she starts to weep. Desolate sounds echo endlessly through the pitch black nothingness. Tears now flowing faster, harshly staining her once beautiful face as all the memories of a happy past and a once possible future fill her. With an unstoppable pain settling into the last pieces of her heart, she brakes, completely loosing her very being. The pain of loss soon goes numb with every part of her and she goes quiet as she lets the emptiness around her devour her mind body and soul.....She lay there lost, empty, and unable to be saved. Not even that sweet voice that rides the icy wind, which steals the last bit warmth and happiness from her broken heart, could save her now. completely helpless, completely alone, hidden by her black gown that lay around her, only tiny pale hands and a tear stained face are visible. Though no more does she emanate a glow of happiness for everything has become dull. The only thing that still smolders is her sharp blue eyes that are forever watching the future that could have been. Distant calls for her fall upon deaf ears for now she is nothing but a tattered angel, fallen from life, waiting for his soft voice and kind words to mend the pieces of her heart and make her whole once again. Until that day comes she lays there hopeless, unfeeling, watching, and waiting.....

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