Scene: Driving in my car with my nine year old son.
Son: Mom, you know what I like about this game?
Me: What's that?
Son: Hitting the stoned guys.
Me: (?!?!?!?!?!) WHAT????
Son: You know the guys that are in stone form.
Me: oh, yeah, of course. (huge internal sigh of relief)
I've had more time off in the last three months than I've really known what to do with. But yesterday was my last day off for quite a long time. So I spent the day with my kiddo, just enjoying quality time, exploring, walking, driving... kind of broke right now so the options were limited. We had a wonderful memorable day and I find myself thinking about all the days wasted earlier in the summer... All the time I had to do simple inexpensive things, but I was too busy moping. It's so easy to take thing for granted and such a terrible waste... So is spending too much time worrying about things we could have, would have, and should have done, lol.
I moved in with my best friend/sister... we've never been further apart. We don't fight, but we don't talk anymore either. I love her dearly and this distance kills me. They always say the quickest way to ruin a relationship is to move in together... guess it's true, no matter how good the chemistry is.
So if you're thinking of sharing a place with your best friend... don't do it!!!! It's been done by the masses and really doesn't work out so well.
Well I have this weekend and next weekend off and then it will be no more time off for me, for quite awhile. Not that I'm complaining, but it's funny how we take the little things, like having nothing to do, for granted.
So I've got a stack of movies some yummy coffee and a freshly cleaned and rearranged room, where I intend to spend most of my day today.
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...can I come and hide in your room with you? ;)
he, he, he anytime!
I've been job hunting for MONTHS!!!! Finally landed one today! Such a relief to have reliable income flowing in and not just what I can scrape up doing freelance stuff!!!!
There's nothing worse than feeling like an outsider in your own home. Maybe it's me...
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Not just you. I ranted about this in my journal last night. : /
I know that feeling all too well :(
There is a darkness in my heart and an apathy hanging heavy on me today. It's just one of those days, you know? Not that I'm really down... it's more of a morose feeling.
I need a good book, I'm slogging my way through a book on the history of the Scotch-Irish, but what really need is a toe-curling, pulse pounding thriller.
Ok, enough whining for now.
So I moved in with somebody for a bit while I get settled in TN. The intention was to just stay here for... well the foreseeable future. But my sister is going through some serious depression. Her moods are unpredictable, and I feel like I'm always walking on egg shells. It's stressful for me and for my kiddo. Problem is I'm not settled enough to move out yet and I'm worried about abandoning her.
Not really looking for advice or anything. Just venting.
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I know that feeling. It's rough getting in a room mate situation when they have issues.
*hugs* hun. I hope things work out soon.
It's amazing how one little thing can just galvanize you when you felt like you'd hit a rut in a particular area. My girl Ker, was traded into House Eternal and I had been fading out of the VR thing for awhile, but now it's all fun and exciting again.
Love ya Ker-Bear! Thanks for perking me up just by being you.
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*giggles*
:) No problem!
heh
I'm happy you guys are together again. Just remember to behave though. :P
:)
'nuff said.
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hear hear! Well said! :)
Yeppers.
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ladySnowStrixx
16:10 Sep 29 2009
LMAO ok so not what you were thinking.