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I find it hard to understand why endings and good byes are often tinged with bitterness, resentment and hurt feelings.



My recent transition of from one Coven to my old House has stirred up a bit of hard feelings to my deep regret.



My choice to distance myself from a relationship that was too much for me has caused hurt feelings and anomosity.



I sincerely wish that people would accept what I say at face value. If they did then they shouldn't be so darn miffed.



It hurts to have people angry at me for making the decisions I feel are best for me. Things change, people change, we do the best we can and I for one don't enjoy hurting people and always try my best to be gentle with peoples feelings.



Yet no matter how hard one tries to tread lightly people always seem determined to squeal.



I wish with all my heart that certain people would take me at face value and not take offense at what they think is going on.

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vampchica4
20:04 Apr 28 2009

people are stupid. some just dont know when to drop it! I feel for ya, hun.

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IcyRayne
20:36 Apr 28 2009

I agree with vampchic up there..

But maybe you misread the situation,just keep your mind open and read beyond simple words.

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twoforme
02:27 Apr 29 2009

I take you at face value hun and I know that you are doing what is best for you and the others will know it to, it will just take them a little bit longer.



And I hope you well in your move.

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Life has a way of throwing curve balls. Never say never 'cause the minute you do is the minute someone will come along and shake you up.



I've been shook, in a good way, but shook just the same.

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IcyRayne
20:43 Apr 16 2009

You got that right,beautiful wife

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So I went out of town this weekend and my car decided to go tits up on a deserted highway across the highway from the Federal Prison, with no cell service, and my kiddo in the car.



Of course, I didn't bring my 9 with me. Why on earth would I need it?



Thankfully the Highway Patrol showed up with 15 minutes after I broke down and gave me a ride to the nearest truck stop.



One of the few times I've actually been happy to see the cops show up.

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vampchica4
04:15 Apr 13 2009

I hear that!!

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NocturnalMistress
08:16 Apr 13 2009

I am SOOO VERY GLAD you are safe!!

Thankfully they showed up, other wise if someone was to fuck with you stranded there I would find a way there and kick their asses :)

*huggles* Mah wifey is safe :D

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Poly-anna? Thanks I take that as a compliment. Pampered Princess who has never known a day of sorrow? Don't assume you know anything about me.



As a child I survived sexual, physical and emotional abuse. As a teenager a survived a drug addiction, and three rapes. As an adult I went through rehab, boot camp, served our country, got into a dysfunctional relationship, had a child and walked away from said relationship, and have raised that kid on my own ever since. I've held a friend in my arms as he bled out after a car accident. I watched another friend blow his brains out in a half-way house. I've been in and out of foster homes and spent time in Juvie. I've been to more funerals than I care to count and known and loved every person's funeral I attended. I've beat someone close to death and been beaten and left for dead.



So you don't fucking know me, you don't know what I've lived through and don't assume that you do.



Just because I don't want to cyber fuck you doesn't give you any real information about me, except I'm not into that shit.



So get lost go to hell... oh and by the way, you're blocked.

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Blackheresy
14:22 Apr 07 2009

Sick em girl! Yep, many people assume too much based on the profile thing and a few conversations.

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NocturnalMistress
18:29 Apr 07 2009

Whom is this asshole that I need to kill for you?



(and yerr I went through a lot of that too... I understand you.)



seriously..



I want the name.

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twoforme
22:59 Apr 07 2009

man some peoples kids just don't know how to make a good impression.



you get em girl.

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IcyRayne
23:15 Apr 07 2009

Your are a treasure darling,one whom we should all look up to and realize that in our own little existence there is a much broader aspect of life.I adore you even more than yesterday and tomorrow more than today.

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