Ish so excited,going to Howl O Scream October 17th,so can't wait..me and my beautiful baby are gonna have a blast..kinda our annual thing.
Oh and Guavaween..insane down in Ybor.
I finally got my crashed newly restored laptop back.
I lost all my pictures,everything I have collected over the last year or so and trust me when I say it was a shit load.I am extremely upset about this,I had pictures of people who mean and meant a lot to me.I had 1000 songs..all gone..
Thank god I had put some in my Photobucket,at least I got off my lazy ass to do that much,but still..lesson well learned..always save your shit.
*runs screaming*
Just kidding but still.
I am a huge fan of America's Got Talent for some odd reason.
I would literally be texting my friend discussing the shows..Barbara Padilla took my very breath away,never has a voice captured or commanded my attention.She lost to a redneck.He will be forgotten after a year,he is definitely no Kenny Chesney.
Barbara will go on to command International acclaim as is her due.
I do not even like Opera but she made me cry every time she opened her mouth to sing.Brilliant,absolutely astounding.
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I can't believe she lost. I didn't get to watch last night and now I am really disappointed in the voters.
You know what though,she is bigger than all that..She deserves more than a Vegas Gig..she needs to be in New York at the Metropolitan Opera House.
To whomever it may concern.
I did not intentionally cut myself with a razorblade,to the sweet messages of people who have no clue about me.
I am not suicidal as noone on this earth is worth it.
So I came by my cut and stitches the hard way.
Thank you and have a wonderful damn day..:)
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hell no, you're not suicidal. you're just clumsy. that wound was brutal looking though. i hope you feel better soon.
You already know my feelings on this. It's good that you clarified the situation but you shouldn't have to do so.
I am happy that you had it taken care of right away.
And for everyone else out there who thought that.... shame on you for not asking Rayne directly and jumping to the wrong conclusions and making hurtful accusations.
Thank you both very much.
And Jessica cause you have been right there this whole time.I truly appreciate your words,sorry about not calling back last night,I was so sick I just fell asleep.
So around 1 30 pm today I was cutting a box with a razor knife,not knowing the blade was new,turning to look at my woman,I slit right down the box and across my inner forearm..
I looked down in stunned silence and then the scream,girlfriend starts screaming your gonna die,then I start freaking the hell out..no baby I say it isnt a artery just a nice 5 inch long 2 and a half inch wide fatty tissue hanging out kinda wound.
Never had stitches in my life,was crying in my girls arms as they were putting the needles in...um it hurt like hell..and 9 stitches later and a shit load of pain I got my first ever set of stitches..and damnit they give me a tetanus shot to match.
I have had a blessed day,don't you know..oh and did I mention my arm hurts like hell.
So I have found some hated quotes,reading them they tend to make a lot of sense to me and a lot of sense on what people truly are when they hate which would include myself.
It's a sign of your own worth sometimes if you are hated by the right people. Miles Franklin
Few people can be happy unless they hate some other person, nation, or creed. Bertrand Russel
Hate is the consequence of fear; we fear something before we hate it; a child who fears noises becomes a man who fears noises.Cyril Connolly
Who can refute a sneer? William Paley
Hatred is the coward's revenge for being intimidated. George Bernard Shaw
Hatred, which could destroy so much, never failed to destroy the man who hated and this was an immutable law. James Baldwin
Hatred is self-punishment. Hosea Ballou
There is no faculty of the human soul so persistent and universal as that of hatred.Henry Ward Beecher
Makes a lot of sense to me considering the things I harbor inside my own self.Always makes sense for me to realize no one is worth that kind of emotion. Sad it took a few quotes to open my eyes.
A Sire and Mentor came to me and congratulated me on a article I had submitted to the database.
He said that he is gonna recommend that it be read throughout his mentor-ship.
I was extremely flattered.I want him to know just how much he made me smile.It felt good to be recognized for something good in light of everything that has went on here.
I thank you if for a instant you made my day.
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Reddarkice
06:12 Oct 06 2009
REALLY NOW !!!!!!!
IcyRayne
13:17 Oct 07 2009
No, but it sounded like a good thing to say at the time.
fuiguremeout11
05:31 May 10 2011
have fun but another thing dont blame somethings on urself but things uve done them take the blame..