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With all surgeries there is a risk,a risk of complications no matter how small they may seem,I have went through one already and came out just fine,well if you calling vomiting for 10 days fine then I was fine.I seem to be coping well as of yesterday being my usual self,but this morning I wake up and am borderline freakish,noone can overly tell much I just get rather quiet when things start to bother me and it is one of those times.Hopefully this will be the last surgery.I have a few things to say to close friends of mine on here just in case something goes wrong.



Erin - You are my best friend,the one I turn to with everything,the one who listens to me when I am angry,crying or freaking out,also when I am happy or excited you get the brunt of my insane flirting and all in good stride you take it,you still shoot me down at every turn,woman I tell you one time is all I need,*laughs*,there is no other like you,most chicks that are straight would be like ughhh,not you,your such a rare treasure and I thank the Goddess everyday for you.I love you more than anything in this world.You bring me back on the ground when I need to be down with all these people,between me and you wench,I kinda like my own reality..*winks*



Keri - I love you plain and simple,we have had our up and downs and our insane furious anger,that is what you call passion,you have that effect on me as I know I have on you,I am so thankful I hit on you that day,if not we wouldn't be here this day,me professing my love and in public and not really caring who knows or not.Yeps I love this chick with my whole heart and Ima marry her like if they make it legal.You know everything about me,my fears,passions,my happiest moments,things I keep hidden,you know it all as you are the only one who has seen who I am in person,and I will never,ever forget the day you called me beautiful and whispered that you love me,it is embedded always,regardless of anything,you have my heart.



Cacee - We had a intense start,one filled with overwhelming passion that lead to something much closer,I am sad that it ended the way it did,it should have never happened,I love you wench and I enjoy every conversation we have..Next time you let me down,do it gently,my ass still hurts,Ah hunny you are wonderful and a pure treasure.I am extremely glad I hit on your neck,it broke the ice to become this,You hold a very very special place in my heart and there you will remain for all eternity.



Ally - Your my little Charmer and over these last few days you have really made me smile,especially when I have been at my saddest.I am glad we are talking and I meant what I said,anyone fucks with you they fuck with me and I dont take being fucked with lightly.I love you babygirl



Jess - I am your Dr,and I will be back to prescribe you things for all your things,who else is gonna do that for you,so I must be back.I don't think I have ever told you..I cherish you and the things you let me do to you and no people I am not being all perverted here.



I have a few others who I adore,but I am running out of space.



Kikin aka cherryblossom - I am very glad I got a chance to talk to you,your a doll and I enjoy our conversations very much,I look forward to more of these in the very near future.

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erin88
15:08 May 20 2009

Nothing will go wrong and you are meant to be thinking positive. Don't make me kick you in the nads.



And and and, I love you too :)

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IcyRayne
15:12 May 20 2009

Hmm,If you kick a little to the right,it might mean something..;P

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NocturnalMistress
16:04 May 20 2009

As Erin said- nothing will go wrong, you must think positively doll.



Loves you too.

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twoforme
16:33 May 20 2009

Rayne hun, I know you are scared and because of that I am scared with you. You will do wonderful during your surgery and come back to all of us.



If you don't mind, I will pray for you and light a candle in my church for you. Just know that even though I am not there in body, I will be there in spirit.



(((((HUGS)))))



Jess

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cherryblossom
17:36 May 20 2009

just think possitive and you will be fine! Just remember that doctors do surgerys all the time. They know what they are doing.

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ImageMaker
22:31 May 20 2009

Woman you're gonna be just fine, because I said so!!!! You are in my heart as well.

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TaintedAngel14
23:06 Jun 08 2009

DAMN IM SO FREAKIN SLOW!

i told you everything would be alright and see? it is ^^

loves you hun, and ill always be here for you no matter what happens, i always got a shovel and 2 tickets to canada! X3

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It has actually rained for 3 days straight here in sunny Florida,I despise the rain to a point,I keep getting wet and it just wont stop.Hurricane season is around the corner here,I love that part of the year,not for the destruction it can cause but for the wind it can bring,I absolutely love the wind.About 4 yrs ago 3 came through my county,I stood in the middle of one of them and was actually going sideways,it was wonderful,during the eye wall we took off and went to find some kind of store and look at the damage to our house,water was to our knees and it was awesome as hell,except everyone around me got Staph infection,I seemed to escape with nothing,my own girlfriend was on the roof trying to nail a tarp or something and she stepped on a nail,within 4 hours blood poisoning set in,it was not a pretty scene what they did to her.During another one about 2 weeks later we had a hurricane party,I was so drunk I was vomiting in the middle of all the wind,lol,nice really,the grass was going sideways it was actually one of the prettiest pieces of scenery I have encountered.I can't wait for this year and what it brings.I think I am crazy as I seen what Katrina did to my beloved New Orleans,a friend who went about 2 yrs after said it was still all messed up.I can't wait to observe th at for myself.The only thing is that hurricane showed just what kind of people we have in this country,it saddened me that during a catastrophe we couldn't band together as a country and help those in need,nor could as citizens we act like we were human.What would truly to happen to our inner selves if we were hit with something like that,I wouldn't even want to see.

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Kikin
14:42 May 19 2009

I hate the rain probably just as much as you do... but you have to admit... we need the rain... especially after that 4-5 day fire

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IcyRayne
18:47 May 19 2009

I know and your right,do you remember that huge crash out on 1-4 last year where the forestry started the blaze and lost control and then they were all blind-sided,and that one cop watched that guy burn to death and nothing he could do.I could smell the smoke from Lakeland,it was actually only down the street.I could see nothing,it was like a brick wall.I understand the need,but I wear these jeans all the time and damnit I am all wet.

What is funny about Florida,we are either immensely hot,or rain soaked or on fire,then the hurricanes come and wipe us,and the humidity..it was 100 degrees Friday.



Can you just imagine a huge wave or something coming in,that would suck

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cherryblossom
17:39 May 20 2009

oh god! The hurricans tend to miss here or hit us super lightly. But the humidity is HORRID. for weeks it was almost 100 outside everyday! I rather have the heat without the humidity. Hurricans just help the humidity go away for a while. that's why I love them!

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I had to most fantastical time of my life Saturday.

It was almost good as that thing we all do.

Aud - It's like my job or something to over do it. I'm gonna get hauled in to see the doc soon. This makes me nervous as we have nick named her Dr.Slashncut for a reason... I can't find a heartbeat with my stethoscope and I'm not real sure but I think if they have the same issue there could be electricity involved. That makes me have a sad face.



Rayne - I will shocker paddle you and give you mouth to mouth,I am sure it would work.



Now,you have to have a heartbeat hunny otherwise you wouldn't be here talking to me..Mr.Slasherman is a idiot doctor..run as fast as you can unless he gives you good pain pills..:D



I tell you my mind made me do it wife,truly,it is a thing I have.



Aud - Pain meds would be agreeable. Then I wouldn't care where my pencil sharpener went... I know I have a heart beat. I just can't find it. LOL all you'd have to do is show the paddles to my chest. I can see it now. Running about 30 feet (being an optimist here) turning blue and falling down. Biopsies of the carpet burns to make sure they're "just carpet burns" lol Actually She probably would give me codeine to stop my coughing. It has the same stuff as mucinex in it too. lol helps the goo separate from the meat. (gross!)



Rayne - Lol..your insane..I would chase you and experiment..just let me once..I promise I will keep my hands to myself.."Behave I say,she needs help..code fucking blue here,DOCTORS where the fuck are you",out they come zipping their pants and your nurse behind him with a gross look on her face spitting goo,you nasty whoremonger,my wife is dying,doctor looks and he says so you have the paddles.



It's just how it is these days..:)

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NocturnalMistress
03:51 May 13 2009

hahaha... and for some reason.. I can totally see this conversation going on... with both of you having a very serious look on your faces...



*giggles*



goddamnit I miss you Wench! :(

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IcyRayne
04:32 May 13 2009

You are absolutely right wench.



I was laughing my ass off,my mind has been in a loop lately.



I miss you to immensely miss you to be exact..:(

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erin88
12:14 May 14 2009

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I am so infuriated and jealous right now,it is actually blinding me.



*stomps off and kicks the door closed*

I tell her everything,all my deepest desires and she never judges me,she just lets me talk,if I come off with randomness and repeat myself daily over this certain someone she just hugs me and lets me go on with it knowing it will pass but never telling me to shut up,I know I must drive her crazy but she never says so,she just smiles and grabs me.She knows I am having a lot of trouble getting over this certain someone and I daily reflect on it to her and she daily just hugs me and lets me know she loves me.I would lay my life down for this girl,I finally got lucky enough to find her,it seems like it took forever but looking back it doesn't really at all as she made my life complete.I shan't ask for anything more.



I love you and I want to say Thank you for giving me the chance to be in your life.

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jazmanflash
02:06 May 08 2009

Cool for you...

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erin88
02:08 May 08 2009

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

what's her name? :P

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erin88
02:10 May 08 2009

She ate my socks

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IcyRayne
02:12 May 08 2009

What are socks?

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erin88
12:15 May 14 2009

Those things that I'm going to put in your mouth?

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IcyRayne
20:26 May 14 2009

LOL..and why would you want to do that for,you said you loved me last night.

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