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I miss her,sometimes it plaques my thoughts,haunts my days,invades my dreams,I let my life spiral out of control,I can't help it,God help me but I try,When I get my electric guitar and play like Joan Jett,all that pain over the last 3 1/2 yrs will make some damn crazy ass musik,even though Jessica has stood beside me no matter what I am,what I do,or say,how insane I get,shes there,you people might know her by twoforme,she is priceless and forever and ever the one person who loves me for whatever it is god put in me.

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twoforme
03:08 Mar 28 2011

I will always be there for you. You are like a sister to me and I know you love me no matter what to so we are totally even.

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IcyRayne
03:38 Mar 28 2011

And thats the truth and the only thing Im sorry for is being so self involved I never got to know you til later instead of sooner,I am sorry to say I let females control me and even though it still hurts you never have once condemned me for it,My Loyalty is yours.

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Court went bad,1 yr probation and yay I get to meet him Thursday,my fine is so huge over 1,100 dollars,6 months license suspension,substance abuse class,DUI class and a victim impact class,no bars whatsoever,no liquor no nothing for a yr or I get to go back to jail for a yr.I so screwed up this time,but at least I didn't kill myself or worse some family,I am gonna write a apology letter to the female cop I called a filthy whore to,they thought I was ODin so they didn't put a disorderly abusing a cop charge on me,Thank whoever was watching over me that day,cause for the life of me I cant remember anything except failing the sobriety tests which I might add are damn impossible to do,especially for the uncoordinated,but all in all I think lesson learned would suffice here.

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fuiguremeout11
05:11 May 10 2011

well i came across this and would like to say yeah shit happens but god gave man freedom of choice so maybe this will really open ur eyes to whats goin on around u d learn to deal..it could be worse..so try starting over..dont pitty urself nd blame ur self yeah some were ur fault but some wasnt i guess i dnt know u but from what u say..u can do its ur choice now..good luck nd quit beeni so negative..

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Back,better,cherry bomb,my life is so pleasantly wonderful,except for the part where I got arrested last month,good thing I don't remember it,and I get to go to court Tuesday,I am so very thrilled to not be able to drive for 6 months,I miss someone,bad bad mouth I have,it's a work in progress,and damnit I finally decided to end all the dramatics in my life,kinda..:P