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I have been awakened some time now. I have told friends though that new doors are always opening. So the awakening process is continuing. New gifts and new things to discover about one's self.



I wish to offend no one. These are my thoughts and are not meant to convince anyone else.



When I first awakened my mentor told me her and her house did not celebrate Christmas. I still enjoyed Christmas and continued to celebrate it for several years even after my awakening.



I now realize that another door has opened to me. I see myself as a child of Lucifer and have given myself completely over to him. Today, Chistmas has no meaning to me. If anything it is something that I just need to get thru, not celebrate. If anything... it amplifies my lonelinss of the my life in the dark realm. Though I will be surrouned by people today, I shall feel alone. For they will be mundane, mortals who have no understanding of who I am. I must wear a mask so they will not see. I will wait for tonight when I can be alone with my thoughts and remove the mask.



The door has opened for my next step into the dark realm. For me to leave behind what is left in my mundane life and live in the darkness as I was meant to. There is no need to look back only forward...



The lesson is my friend, no matter how far you have thought you have come. No matter how strong you may think you are. The journey never ends. Door will always be opening. And it is up to you to walk thru them....



"It is one thing to know the path....yet it is another to walk the path".....Morphious.

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myricle
18:12 Dec 27 2013

When one door closes another always opens. But remember when a door closes we feel pain because some don't move on and get their fingers jammed

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I have been on and off VR for over 6 years now. I enjoy meeting and talking with other dark souls like myself. I usually get tired of the bullshit though and take a break from VR for awhile.



This time I have made several good friends whom I do not wish to leave. What pisses the shit out of me is everyone of these friends have been assaulted or attacked by some asshole on here at sometime. I don't care what you all do to each other, but you attack my friends, you attack me.



So anyone who assaults, feeds off of or takes what is not theirs involving anyone I know....will find a very formidable enemy.....I have fought off some of the strongest vamps around....I am not to be messed with....

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DeathGirl
17:26 Dec 17 2013

yes, sir :)

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