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All beings ever created were created by 2 beings, one as light and other as darkness. By those beings were created soul, that was dual of those of the creators.
You can find the concept of dual soul found in every religion, missing or maybe hidden mainly from christianity point of view, but if you look clousely you can find it even there.
Here i use an outtake from Chinese knowlwedge that explains it the best.
To have life you need both of them in you, cause they are the essence of life. While you can have the beast, it cannot live without light.

HUN- animal or beast (insticts, hunger, rage, darkness etc)
PO- heaven. (Love, pure, light.)

Since pò is the 'bright' soul, hún is the 'dark' soul and therefore cognate to yún 'cloud', perhaps in the sense of 'shadowy' because some believe that the hún soul will live after death in a world of shadows.

Soul dualism or a dualistic soul concept is a range of beliefs that a person has two (or more) kinds of souls. In many cases, one of the souls is associated with body functions (“body soul") and the other one can leave the body (“free soul”).

Hun and po have the "ghost radical" gui "ghost; devil" and phonetics of yun "cloud; cloudy" and bai "white; clear; pure".

They say that level of pain that vampires tend do feel in them is utterly impossible to express and comprehend by non-vampires.
Pain consists of different degrees of hunger & insanity, deep loneliness and renouncing of ones true self (mainly beast).
Also within us lies he deep desire and lust to posess and conquer.
This all cuts you off from everyone and everything. It seems as if your in void although if your sourrounded by thousands of people, yet their alien to you, even invisible.
Pain is actually quite crusial element of both sanity and insanity.
Some of us love pain as other fall apart in it.
Loneliness is our kingdom as darkness is, we succumb into its arms every time we need to gather our strenght.
Young ones often see pain, loneliness and insanity as something to avoid at all cost.
Also we often mix things together such as the pain of loneliness, as to desire to have someone by our side, to feel wanted and loved. Yet when we get such thing we feel lost and somettimes ever more alone then before with our partners.
The key that we all tend to dismiss and loose is the real we in us. The acceptance of the creatures we are, the life we are supposed to live as such beings, not denying what we are, not diminishing or pushing away our needs, accepting our beasts, our ways, our thoughts.
And then one day there is no pain, cause you finally are what you were meant to be.

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Tristesse
13:51 Aug 27 2017

I love this!

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Tristesse
14:12 Aug 27 2017

This is so true, on so many levels. The pain hits when one denies his own nature. When one does this - be it intentionally or otherwise - the pain can become unbearable. I don't wish to live a life where my nature has to be denied or suppressed. In our terms we don't call it the "beast"... in modern luciferian terms, it is called the "Daimon" within. Unleashing the Dragon within is what truly matters. :)

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Hundike
14:17 Aug 27 2017

Well i didnt find a better term. Chinese call it Po.
Mine calls herself darkness.

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Hundike
14:29 Aug 27 2017

Geez i dont remember if Po was dark or Hun.
Probably mixed then up...

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Tired of humans pretending to be something their not.
Sending me sexual hints by messages are retarded and low.
Damn kid. Go get a life.
I am not here playing. I am actually what im saying i am.
I dont do tricks. I dont lie. And i have zero torelance to sexual.messages and comments.

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Slain
16:18 Aug 25 2017

Welcome to Vr. Where the horny twats abound and not a single prick is lacking. I'd apologize for the experience, but I'm way used to it happening. It really won't get better, vr sometimes gets lucky where those tactless individuals just happen to take hiatus from being on the site. Just wait till the drama peaks again... lol.

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Hundike
17:02 Aug 25 2017

Yeah....well i get that on facebook too.
Its just extremely annoying.

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DarkestTemptation
18:39 Aug 25 2017

Best idea make yourself notes of all those that do these things an report them in to the head vampire in charge. That is the best advice I can offer you my dear lady.

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Hundike
19:25 Aug 25 2017

Hopefully blocking get rid of this one lol.
But yeah if i get any extreme ones then i do that too in future.
Thank you

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Beelzebubble
18:41 Aug 28 2017

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this here makes me so sad.
That all the women of vampire rave have to put up with petty gross losers pressuring them to cyber. I've been on this website for awhile with different accounts and it's always the same. These scumbags think they can just say whatever without any
consequences to their actions. And they get sooooooooo mad when you just want to get away. Like you owe them.

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Hundike
20:57 Aug 28 2017

Lol yeah. What can you do, you cant turn asshole a vase, even if you stick flowers in it.
Some men never change.

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If you take away a wings and halo from the angel, what shall it be then? A mere demon or?
But what if you take away the horns and tail of demon, what shall it be?
My wings do not make me an angel, nor do my fucked up wicked smile or dark matter make me demon.
I am no angel nor devil.
Nor have i knelt before Devil nor God.
They shall never get my approval of their deeds as i chose to be neutral.
I cannot change the past or what have happened. Yet i shall look what future brings along...

Monsters pretending to be humans and humans pretending to be monsters.
What is this world becoming....

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Chupacabra
00:29 Aug 29 2017

How true......

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Old gods die as new gods rise.
Yet in recent decades i have seen humans worshiping again the old gods.
I wonder why?
Have the new gods not answered to their prayers? The ones who promised to bring love and peace.
So once again sheep rise their eyes to heavens and down into the earth to seek and find someone who shall hear their plea.

Nothing has changed. And eons shall pass. Shall the both of them be forgotten soon, the new and old, when they get no answer. Probably.
Yet i sit and look and wonder, i am the observer, i dont interact, i dont interfere.

Our existence is like a black rose blooming only once in a blue moon and dying when the sun rises. So rare, so unique, so fragile, that it can never truly be accepted as a real thing.

Make youself believe beyond your mind and measure of time.
Believe that nothing is impossible for you.
Be capable to understand/comprehend things visible and unvisible to your eyes,mind and soul.
Understand all arts, science, history and ways of living and dead beings.
Now descend into the lowest parts of your heart and soul, and then to the highest.
You say its impossible, dont listen to your mind dear.
Draw into yourself all the knowledge that lies within but havent awaken yet.
Imagine that you are all that is around you, the rain falling from the sky, wind blowing outside, fire cracking in fireplace, breath it in, listen to it, hum within its sequence. And when you understand its part of you, you shall bend it.
And when your capable of understanding these words and all that is hidden and unhidden, then you will understand my soul and every soul of vampires before me and after me.

I feel no sorrow over death of loved ones, it all ends there. All depends on when you have earned your death, then it comes to you. Circle of never ending beginning and end.

Here is a little story i made a while ago:

Take my hand said death to man. And i shall bring you peace. World where there is no sadness, no misery nor pain...
Yet man was too young to hear death.

Death kept talked to him, his entire life, but the man didnt hear him.
When you were born you were like a young rose and i looked at you from afar.
When you got older you bloomed and i touched you gently.
Then you got old and you finally took my hand and we became one.