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I dont really write alot but i guess I could put something in my journal for all my wondrful viewers. Anyway I'm like being really stupid right now cause I just chugged a whole bottle of jim bean an i can't believe i can even type right now cause i cant even stay in my seat. i just fell out of it like 2 secs ago an I don't think i can keep myself from passing out anylonger so i'm gonna go now bye byes...........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................(dutton got stuck) LOL

No one aunderstands the things that I go through. Not my Parents not my friends not even the people I've met in this community. If anyone I know had to see and go theough tthe things that I had to they would never be the same. All of the torture that I've had to go through. The knowing tht I'll never get to see my mother. The fact that I had a drunk for a father who was married to crazy women who tried to kill us every chance she got.She tried putting staples in food to trying to set the house on fire while Me my brother and little sister were still in it. This is only a peek at what kind of hell I've been through. i know you may think that what I've told you isn't as bad as what I"m makeing them out to be but please understand that I've only told you the smallest part of it.