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Ehh, I'm running out of steam, lol. I want it to be the weekend already. Classes are dragging on but all I wanna do right now is sleep. Good news though, I passes one of my exams I had on Tuesday. It was great and I felt so relieved that I had passed. It was tough.



I'm missing Ashley still, like always, but I usually get to talk to her at night before she goes to bed.



My mom had her birthday the otherday and even though I couldn't be there to celebrate with her I called her and wished her a happy birthday. My brothers and sisters were there though which was good. I miss seeing my family on a regular basis... *sigh*



Guess that's all for now. I'll post some other time.

You know what the best thing is? It's getting to hear to voice of you girlfriend and getting to hear her breathe brush against your hear as she talks to you. Everytime I talk to her, I miss her more and more. I just want to go see her. I can't for about another month. Then I'll be able to. She is such a wonderful person.



Now it's just a waiting game... and I'm not being patient, lol. :D

To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly be broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket - safe, dark, motionless, airless - it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable.





- C.S Lewis

I do not at all understand the mystery of grace - only that it meets us where we are but does not leave us where it found us.





- Anne Lamott

Do you wish to be great? Then begin by being. Do you desire to construct a vast and loft fabric? Think first about the foundations of humanity. The higher your structure is to be, the deeper must be its foundation.



- Augustine

*sigh* Currently it's valentines day and I can't go visit my girl. I miss her terrible and I just want to hold her in my arms :( on top of that I'm studying for a test I have on Monday. It's only 9:35 am, but I need all the time I can get... So, all together I'm not going to have much of a v-day. Joy Joy.

If you want people to like you, you should like people first. If you want others to be kind to you, be kind to others first. If you want others to believe you, then you have to believe in others first. :)

"Crea que otros, y los otros le creerán. Cuando la gente cree el uno al otro, habrá respeto el uno hacia el otro y ellos." - Fukuzawa Yukuchi



"Believe others, and others will believe you. When people believe each other, there will be respect towards each other and themselves."

Experiencing failure prompts an obedient life. Experiencing failure prompts a teachable spirit.



If you fail only slightly, you'll get a slight lesson. But if the bottom drops out and you fall forty stories, that's when you begin to learn. Actually, it isn't the fall that hurts... it's the sudden stop at the bottom!

Unless you fight, you'll never win. You must not give up until the very end. If you make a mistake, correct it. Don't blame someone else for your own fault. If you were born into this world, live your life fully with all your might.

So I'm finally starting up my journal. Right now I'm just waiting to go to classes and I'm missing my girl a lot. I haven't seen her in a few months and I wish I could hold her in my arms :( So even though I'm in a dreary mood, I'm glad I only have three classes today. My girl did too, even though I believe hers ended a few hours ago her time. It sucks being a day ahead of her.



After classes are done I have to go to work again. I didn't work yesterday thank goodness. I don't like working everyday. Six classes and two jobs don't go together well, lol. But, I have to pay rent and such. Having a roommate helps with paying the bills... even though he's a pain in the ass sometimes. Naoyo has his good moments though. An good example was back a couple of days when he decided he'd make (try to make) dinner before I came back from work. It wasn't the best, but I couldn't complain, lol. There are only two peoples cooking that I like. My mom's and Ashley's. If I didn't have such a high metabolism (I hope I spelled that right) I'd get fat and lay around the house all the time. I'm glad I'm not like that, lol.



Hmm, I guess I like to ramble. I went from school to missing my girl, to school and work, to my roommate then to food and my mom and girlfriend... interesting...



Suppose I'll end this entry before I decide to ramble on anymore.



Adios, mis amigos/Mata ne/Goodbye :D