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I stand on this street corner as death rains down on me I cry these tears of blood only for you I try to more through these fields of stone but I have nothing left this is my darknest hour but no fear I hold in me why do you hide from me why do you run I have bared my very soul to you is that not enough I have bleed for you did I not cut deep enough you can't leave me in this madness.

My end will last forever my pain will be yours you will live with it my gift to you hate I will not love you I will now show you myself all you will have is this ugly moment nothing more I have destoryed you what you were can never be returned I've taken you to my place of darkness I do pity you but you asked to see this of me now pay with your life.

I awake to a dream of life to a lie I am lost within a toxic shadow of self I have become a broken thing that hides from the light of hope I run on barbwire grass these walls of razors hold me back from what I might become I kiss the blackness of my soul I touch the edge of reason I find my end alone i stare into my aybss feel my heart embrace my being forever is to love.

Upto my neck in the blood and the shit clawing at the liquid running up my nose it was ugly cold no warmth like a stranger entering my very soul doing nothing to stop it from destroying my heart because I didn't care life or death I didn't want to look back if it was to end now so be it until now I couldn't see how worthwhile all this had been until seeing my own end could be so beautiful like a great piece of art seeing my body being torn apart by an unknown force hearing the bones twist and snap was heaven to my ears watching my flesh rip and split open I was beyond help death was my path.

Sitting alone in a corner of my mind feeling a decade of darkness push it's way into my reality hiding from anything that comes close to happiness I am a creature that stays far from love my loathing will consume any who dare come near I live in the wounds of despair when you take that razor to your flesh I come alive scratch at me with hate felt it all before nothing new all the same I sit in the abyss clawing at you pulling you ever closer to that sweet death to that moment of true understanding because at the end there's no sweet rainbow or wonderous lights there's just me to pull you into this forever black.

I am cut free into a world of pain and darkness I can feel the cold black death sink into my heart I am drowning falling deep into sorrow my life is gone I claw at this darkness trying to find my way screaming into the black then I catch the sweet scent of death it sticks in my throat choking me taking me deeper into this madness I turn and see my life it is broken ugly sickening I rush ever forward looking for some end in these frozen dark wastes of my heart I rip at my skin hating everything I am I must fade into black into memory fragments of death find me.