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One Footed Baby Step
04:03 Jul 27 2005
Times Read: 1,080
Funny how it seems one can live a life of despair in dejavu and not really realize it. Well not consciously at least. While some things may seem similar like looking into a mirror of the past, the truth is, they are not. At least not in most things. After years of pain building to rage to near combustion confusing thoughts never quite clearing within the mind until now. The missing piece of puzzle sought for so long found in the dark recesses of a heart to far to touch, but close enough to feel within. A peace sought for years, seemingly, supposedly within ones self, but never finding it. A peace that is finally found in the arms of another. One who’s yearned over time to find a peace for the inner turmoil which has controlled their life’s ups and downs. Just as a babe stands slowly upon chunky wobbly legs, so too does a relationship begin by the combining of two broken and pieced together hearts. One foot slowly in front of the other, small wobbly baby steps, will get us to where we are going; wherever that may lead.
By HellChildDami 7/23/05 12:01 am ©
What is Love?
17:53 Jul 07 2005
Times Read: 1,088
Love is a gamble,
Kissing is a game,
Boys do the necking
Girls get the blame
One night of pleasure
Nine months of pain
Three days in the hospital
Baby no-name
It is really unfair for a boy
To push a girl up against the wall
Tear down her reputation
Stick in his education
Increase the population
For the younger generation
It's father is a bastard
It's mother is a whore
IT wouldn't be here
If the damn rubber hadn't torn...
Author Unknown - Circulated around back in 1988
I AM ...
20:43 Jul 06 2005
Times Read: 1,092
I am a Goth because you say I am a Goth,
I am a Punk because you say I am a Punk,
I am a Burnout because you say I am a Burnout,
I am a Prep because you say I am a Prep,
I am a Jock because you say I am a Jock,
I am a Gang-banger because you say I am a Gang-banger,
I am Bitch because you say I am a Bitch.
I am a whatever you choose to label me,
Because you choose to label me as such.
My dress is what stands out,
There for my dress is what you label.
Yes it's a fact of life no one likes labels,
And yet still we all label one another.
Why ask what makes this or that what it is,
Instead why not ask what makes me, me!
By HellChildDami 7/6/05 ©
Knives, Pills, and Alcohol
06:42 Jul 05 2005
Times Read: 1,095
She sits alone in a room
Watching as the days slowly pass
One day drifts into the next
Life goes on so it seems
Yet still she sits
Hoping for it all to stop
The pain to cease
The life to end
The life as she knows it
A knife at one side
Pills on the other
A bottle to wash them down
A song plays in her mind
One she writes to all she loves
Bitter wolds of envy
Things she never had
The love she was never given
Her mind swimming in the alcohol consumed
Lost loves she has departed
A new she’s yet to achieve
Her heart racing silently for the unknown to come
The love once given now slowly drifts away
To welcome what is offered
To hope upon a dream long sought
A set up in all she’s known
Nothing ever changing it’s all the same
The spirt her soul long since dead
Floats above awaiting the body it once possessed
The day will come when they will unite again
for now a knife sits upon her side and pills to the other
The alcohol she consumes
Hoping with each swallow
The liquor burns away a bit more of the pain she hides away
By HellChildDami July 4, 2005 ©
Finding Happiness
06:40 Jul 05 2005
Times Read: 1,096
The one that's broken down the walls
That barrier of your soul
The one to break through the haze
That cloud that shields your mind
The one who lights the flame
Where the darkness seems to reign
The one you've opened your heart
Once thought closed within a shell
I hope she knows the price
For having crossed that line
I hope she knows the price
Of which you speak your mind
I hope she knows the price
The gift that you are giving
I hope she knows the price
For being the one you've let in
When scarred from the inside
We lock our pain tightly away
Finding it hard to give again
Never believing in anyone
So few have even seen
Far fewer have you trusted
But you are a silent treasure
You hold a deep and endless love
Does she even know the precious gift you give her
I pray she gives back to you all it is you seek
I wish you peace and happiness in the love you have found
And hope she will not hurt you nor abuse what you have given
For I know you very deeply it was your heart I did seek
As I know the price you pay for speaking your mind openly
She holds within her grasp what I hoped would one day be mine
Should she ever hurt you her mind is mine to ruin
For I have loved you deeply in ways I'll never let go
By HellChildDami July 3, 2005 ©
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