Reflections at 3:00 A.M.
21:10 May 29 2005
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punked_tazz : If I did something and was banned for life then I would accept it...
but I would not be so stupid as to do that
XXX : no Dami, you have put too much work and effort into VR to want to destroy it
XXX : (after seeing your profile vandalism though,
I am not so sure about you)
XXX : (you are showing a different Dami)
punked_tazz : I've told you XXX there is a deeper person within me
punked_tazz : a darker being
XXX : the vampire Dami
punked_tazz : no i am not a vampire
punked_tazz : *shakes head* can you just shoot me now?
XXX : why Dami?
punked_tazz : Why am i such a sucker and a glutten for punishment
XXX : That is you Dami
XXX : it is something I like in you
punked_tazz : what that I allow my self to sink so low like this
and ache to thre point of wanting to be dead
punked_tazz : I seriously have a hard time understanding why
it is that I have been allowed to live all these years .. and why I didn't just die as a baby
XXX : I get like that Dami
XXX : I think it is normal
XXX : sometimes, I have moments when I am glad I am alive
punked_tazz : The only time that I have been happy to be alive
is when i spend time with Terra
and we are laughing and cutting up,
otherwise I wish I had never survived this long,
and yet I have never managed to get the point to where I could do myself in,
subconciously most would say that I want to be alive ..
but yet I don't know if i feel that
XXX : I am not wise Dami
XXX : I do know that you make a diffference
punked_tazz : Yes you are XXX why do you deny yourself
punked_tazz : a difference to whom?
XXX : your dad (though he doesn't know it) has come to rely on you
punked_tazz : he always does that
XXX : cannot dismiss Terra
XXX : your husband, though he's a cunt, draws from you
punked_tazz : that's just it .. everyone draws from me,
yet I have nothing to draw from .. or am I missing something?
XXX : no you are not
punked_tazz : I'm going to post part of this conversation in my journal ok ..
I'll xxx out your name
XXX : don't dwell in the dark too long Dami
punked_tazz : LOL heheheh I can do a lot in the dark ... you just never know LOL
Mindless Babble ~ With my drawing >;^} LOL04:49 May 27 2005
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Well it seems things in my mind have come to a head once again ... it's really weird but I am finding writing in here has some what been helping me ... not much but hey ya know .. anyway's I knew it was gonna come sooner or later ... I've been delaying the inevitable for some time now, basically not knowing what I would say, and in the end it seems I really didn't have much left to say ... I sent the required paperwork off the other day and now as usual it's a matter of wait and see ... gut instinct tells me that I will end up having to fight as usual that he won't let go with out using guilt or woe is me tactics ... you know the "I can't live without you, I'd rather be dead, I won't do this time without you..." crap that has held me in some kind of mental grasp for like 4 years. Fun how when I looked back I realized that the one slowly dying was me while he grew stronger ... and I wonder how on earth I let it happen .. which is exactly what I did. But regardless, that is all in the past and I have been trying to rebuild what little of a mind and heart I had back up. A lot of bottled up things have prevented me from doing so. On the outside to most I appear to be fine ... but I learned a long time ago how to hide my true feelings, in my home a person couldn't show what they were feeling unless it was fear ... and low and behold that's pretty much how it still is .. fuck I need to get the hell out of here ... thoughts of going back to Georgia have been crossing through my mind ... while I may only have two friends down there, and way too many enemies, I may have lived in a trailer with no full running water to all the faucets, no heat to speak of except kerosene heaters, and electric wires running externally throughout the trailer, believe it or not, I took that place and in less then a years time with only about $100 and I actually turned it into a livable place. All the holes were patched up, I painted it, changed the carpets out myself, re worked the plumbing to get running water (albeit it still leaked) to the kitchen. Fixed the fridge, covered all the holes in the walls and ceiling ... yeah this place should have been condemned, but at the time I really needed a place to live and the people were friends of a friend so I was able to rent it really cheap because I was doing all the work. I made it livable, I made it a home, MY HOME, and I was damn proud off all the work I did do. It only takes one person to fuck everything up ... in this case there were two .... him and the fat ass bitch he believed ... Dami's OUT!!!! P.S. On a side note .. my ankle is doing alot better!!
Chasing away writers block .... the truth revealed
07:40 May 25 2005
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Well, as I wrote last night, I having been having major writers block lately. Mainly due to a lot of things being on my mind. The few things I did write after my journal entry was because I managed to release some of what has been floating around up there. And after thinking about it all day I have decided to take a giant step and try to release a bit more of it tonight. As this is a bit more for me then for anyone who reads this, but none the less what you are about to read in my journal my or may not blow your mind ... I have thought and thought all day of how I wanted to respond to Khayman’s thread in the forum ... even talked with her about it. And I think when she looks at my journal again she will see that there was more that I hadn’t told her. But none the less I will go on .. You see the man I was with for the last 5 years, the man in the letter in my last personal entry, well he is serving a 20 year time served, with 20 years probation period after he is released from prison. He was accused and subsequently found guilty on 4 counts of child molestation, and 2 charges of statutory rape of a minor under the age of 12. The thing is he is innocent. ... what I am going to do now is copy and paste the instant messages from this afternoon with Khayman so that I don’t have to go through and retype everything .. You will have to forgive any type-o’s there maybe, I will do a spell check but if something is missed well I’m sorry ... This is the exact conversation as we talked ...
punked_tazz (3:29:11 PM):... it's gonna be hard for me to post on it .. I am kinda weighing what or how to say things as I will probably end up having to reveal the how's or why's to my soon to be ex's incarceration ya know what I mean .. not sure if I am ready to do that
khayman428 (3:29:49 PM): oh dear.
punked_tazz (3:30:04 PM): yeah I think you can figure it out now
khayman428 (3:30:05 PM): Not meaning this in a sarcastic way but... hit a little close to home did I?
punked_tazz (3:30:05 PM): LOL
punked_tazz (3:30:21 PM): no not you .. really I agree with yo whole heartedly
khayman428 (3:30:28 PM): oh. ok.
punked_tazz (3:30:43 PM): the situation is difficult because he truly is serving time for a crime he didn't commit
khayman428 (3:31:14 PM): charges related to the topic? If I may ask, of course..
punked_tazz (3:31:34 PM): even the girl admits it, but she refuses to go before a judge and without his folks helping with money for a lawyer he's been totally screwed from the beginning
punked_tazz (3:31:41 PM): yes they are
khayman428 (3:31:50 PM): I see.
khayman428 (3:32:11 PM): get her on tape and have to vocal patterns analyzed.
khayman428 (3:32:18 PM): pardon my ridiculous spelling.
khayman428 (3:32:24 PM): the...not to.
punked_tazz (3:34:15 PM): I didn't think that was admissible .. but regardless to that, I've not spoken to the girl herself. ... that is what I have been told hear say from someone else .. there is a whole lot of little things pertaining to his case that only a good and expensive lawyer can sort out and make a true defense for him .. he had court appointed lawyers, who's primary background is in Real Estate
punked_tazz (3:34:48 PM): for both his trial and his appeal process, needless to say, neither had handle a criminal case with these charges before
punked_tazz (3:35:08 PM): *grrr spelling demon*
khayman428 (3:35:11 PM): its ok
khayman428 (3:35:16 PM): what about DNA evidence?
punked_tazz (3:36:23 PM): there was none, ok here how it was .. he was with a woman for over 10 years ... at the time that they got together her kids were like 2 or 3 and like less then a year .,.. and in DEFAC's care ..
punked_tazz (3:36:38 PM): he helped her establish a home, get a job and get her kids back
khayman428 (3:37:08 PM): DEFAC... I assume that’s a state agency.
punked_tazz (3:39:20 PM): the whole time they were together they both still smoked pot and drank ... anyways, the girls mother was a total whore (yeah I forget exactly what it all stands for) as the girl grew up the mother would be taking her to guys house she went to screw so the girl seen things first hand .. well when she was like 8 or so her real father came back into the picture .. she didn't like XXXX (my soon to be ex) because he made her mind and behave .. so she started saying things to school councilors
punked_tazz (3:42:26 PM): they in turn called DEFAC's who investigated and found no cause, closed the case ... well then supposedly of the course of the next two years the girl was still saying these things were happening, again DEFAC's stepped in investigated this time they felt I guess that there was something there .. what it was, was that the mother was facing charges of going to court herself for defrauding DEFAC's and getting money because all those years she had been lying and forging XXXX’s hand on documents so that she could get food stamps and money .. all along she's living with him ..
punked_tazz (3:43:28 PM): so when faced with that, she agreed not to actually testify because she knew there was nothing there, but yet she wouldn't stand up for him... she let the state do what they wanted,
punked_tazz (3:45:06 PM): they took the girl and had her examined and the results even basically said there was no evidence... yet somehow the state built this case .. his lawyer was un prepared hadn't done any kind of investigating on his own, or getting ay doctors to dispute whatever the state would say, so XXXX was like I said screwed from the beginning
punked_tazz (3:46:54 PM): The fact that the girls own grandmother, grandfather stood up and testified for him meant nothing because his lawyer didn't ask any of the "
punked_tazz (3:47:01 PM): "proper" questions
khayman428 (3:48:41 PM): a real estate background should not defend a statutory rape/ child molestation case.
punked_tazz (3:49:09 PM): no kidding
khayman428 (3:49:27 PM): how long ago did this happen?
punked_tazz (3:50:32 PM): he's been down going on his 6th year, he was found guilty on April 12, 2000 .. my birthday BTW .. but it supposedly happened when the girl was like 7 to 9 I think and she was 11 I think by the time it went to trial
khayman428 (3:51:07 PM): lots of time for memory to be lost.
khayman428 (3:51:14 PM): especially in the mind of a child.
punked_tazz (3:51:20 PM): yeah
khayman428 (3:51:29 PM): and of a mother not wanting to go to prison for federal fraud charges.
khayman428 (3:51:35 PM):
khayman428 (3:51:46 PM): there's a term I can't remember im trying to think of.... lemme ask someone...
punked_tazz (3:52:23 PM): the problem with that is they will have obviously sealed any of that part that they were holding over her head and to find documents to back that I'm sure are long, long gone
khayman428 (3:53:17 PM): oh this im aware of.
khayman428 (3:53:23 PM): how long was his sentence ?
punked_tazz (3:56:57 PM): He was charged initially with 8 charges, I think one or two were dropped I'd have to dig out the paper work form the closet (yeah I kept a copy of the transcripts when I moved back) and was found guilty on the lesser charges and got 20 years serve, 20 years probation ... is it concurrent that runs them all at the same time???
khayman428 (3:57:35 PM): concurrent runs all together... CONSECUTIVE runs one after the other.
punked_tazz (3:57:46 PM): they are concurrent
punked_tazz (3:58:07 PM): then after a sentence review that got cut down to 16 years
punked_tazz (3:58:20 PM): now at the time .. GA had the % grid in place
khayman428 (3:58:28 PM): to serve....5 consecutive life terms in the commonwealth of Virginia (here a life terms is 25 years) one would stay in prison for 125 years.
punked_tazz (3:59:29 PM): but it was not a set law ... being that his charges were molestation he would have served 90% .. now that Barnes was voted out of office the grid is being changed.,.. she's not sure exactly what the minimum time he could serve but it could be as little as 3 more years
That is the back ground of his case ... now many, including my own family often can not figure out why I stood by a man accused of something like this, and granted seeing this most would probably judge him to be guilty as well .. I however knew that I knew whole heartedly when I met him and he told me everything he was to face. After the trial and over the years I found out more things about his ex and things that she had been doing, things he knew and didn’t know. The problem being that there is/was no way that I could afford a real lawyer for him, and for reasons that would take another 2 hours to explain his own family would not get him one. So I did the only thing that I felt I could do, I stood by him, I carried him, I helped him through the worst part, not just the trial, but first few years, I did so with a hope or a dream I guess that if I had enough faith in the Lord above that he would some how have his charges overturned and prove his innocense. When his appeal was turned down he went into another downward spiral of which I fought with him and brought him back out. All the while I myself was suffering physically with my own body’s problems and on top of that getting Carpel Tunnel, to the point where I couldn’t type him letters, much less make it through a day of working at a sewing factory with out being in tears. And all the while he was playing nothing but mind games with me, “testing” me and accusing me of being out messing around on him ... what I say is true for the better part of 5 years I did nothing but go to work, church, and home to stare at the four walls of a beat up old trailer. Ok, now to answer the question of how is it that I knew in my heart that he was innocent, well I think my latest poem might answer that a bit better ... And all of this for what? To have my self esteem beat up and torn apart. To the point that now I am more insecure with myself then I have ever been in my life. I used to be a person that honestly didn’t care what a person thought of me. To a point I still am, when it comes to how I dress, or the kind of music I listen too, the friends I keep, that is my business. And when it came to members of the opposite sex? I could take them or leave them. I wasn’t insecure around a guy I liked one bit. I could tell if he liked me, and really how he liked me. You know there are some guys that you know have an interest in you that is purely a physical thing, they want one thing and one thing only from you and it’s up to you if you want to share it with them. I could tell if they were the kind of guy that wanted to get to know me better as a friend or more. Now .. Now I have no fucking clue, my very soon to be ex (crosses fingers as I hope he does not decided to be an ass about all of this and refuse to sign and file the papers) fucked with my head so bad that at times I literally thought I was having a nervous breakdown right there in my trailer with no one around to help me. When it comes to guys, it’s been very hard for me to be open and honest and admit my feelings and when I do, well now I just feel like I have stuck my foot in my mouth and I wish I had just kept it shut. And yes I will admit it, I’m paranoid, I’m paranoid because I don’t know what they are thinking, or even truthfully how they feel because they won’t tell me but I can truly understand, everyone at some point has been burned and scarred badly by love, these are my scars I’ve finally admitted to myself. I just don’t know if they understand though that they aren’t the only one scarred, and they aren’t the only one who see’s love as untouchable, and they aren’t the only one who is scared shitless regardless of wither they will admit it or not. Guys aren’t the only ones who get shit on and left alone by women, women get shit on and are left alone by guys too ....
A long over due letter ...06:31 May 24 2005
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I don't know why, silly as it sounds but for me and me alone, I felt the need to have to post this here. I've never kept any kind of real journal, I've started several but end up going by the wayside .. this is truly the only journal I've ever kept .. so i guess this is why i felt the need to place it here ..
What can I say? I know, not a whole lot at all. I’ve gotten you cards and letters, and no matter how hard I tried, I just have not been able to sit and write you. I do not know why. I guess because I know when I do, I cause you pain. I’m in pain, I’ve been in pain for a very long time. Regardless of what you may think, there is still a part of me that does care about, but I don’t know that I can say loves you? But I came to realize, what was there all along. What I tried so hard to avoid from the beginning. We both know that I should never have come on December 27th 1999. We both know that we should have just taken that weekend and kept it as a memory. But we tried to make something more out of it, knowing full well that it wouldn’t last. We both know what you faced in the months to come with the trial and what the outcome was to be. Why we didn’t just leave things as they were I’ll never know, nor do I wish to dwell on it anymore. We are at this point now .. I do want to clarify a few things first ... All of your belongs were picked up by XXXXX and XXXXXX and held at their home .. Of which I told you that they were, and that I trusted them whole heartedly. You knew you had to make arrangements for your PARENTS to pick them up and not that 350 pound fucking fat ass bitch .. And yes I am going to sound really bitchy when I talk about her because you know damn good and well that she was the problem all along. I told you from day one that she had a thing for you and that she disliked me yet she would pretend to be my friend because she thought it would make her look good for you. You can deny all that I have said all along but when you look back and think of everything that I said about her you will see that I read her like an open book .. And when I said that in the end she would be the one to destroy what little we had .. Well you can see that I was right. It is not my fault that you can not get your things from her now. Secondly, as for the bigger things like the tv and air conditioner, you know damn good and well that they were both shot .. So I’ll say no more about that. You can threaten to sue me all you want but it will do you know good.
I know that I sound or feel like I’m being a cold hearted bitch to you, and I guess I am, but after all the pain you put me through, after all the tears I cried, I have no more to cry. I tore down a wall and let you in when I didn’t think that would ever happen. I gave you my heart to hold and cherish, to nurture, and help grow, and all I feel I received for the better part of the last 5 years was the life’s blood being sucked right out of me. I encouraged you, lifted you, and carried you through the worst of what you had to face, and while I know you say that you love me and respect me for that, your other actions and words speak louder. At the lowest point of my time down there, when I needed you most, you were not there for me. Two times in particular. I won’t go back into them because you know what and when. You know how you acted and the words you said. I truly tried to look through it all and tried to be understanding of WHERE you are, and the mind set, but just as it is the opposite side of the coin, neither of us could truly understand what the other one faced each and everyday. It was time to face reality, and accept what from the beginning was inevitable. There is just too much time, time that I can not face out here alone, not when I don’t feel I have the support that I need from you.
Please do not try to make me feel guilty or wrong in saying things like “I’ll see you on the other side” and “life alone isn’t worth going through...”, if you think that I don’t know what it’s like you are wrong ... Let me know what you intend to do, if you truly refuse to file the papers, then I guess I will have to find a way to do them from here.
I don’t even know if I can even say that I am sorry, because I don’t feel that I have anything that I should be sorry for, I gave you my heart. I did everything I could to nurture yours and show you that you were worthy of being loved, and that there could be more for you, all the while you crushed mine between your hands. I do not hate you, and a part of me will love you again in time, but right now, I am left to rebuild, again....Deanna
~~~ WOOT WOOT~~~11:03 May 21 2005
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Check these apples out .. I'm so fucking excited right now I can't even think straight ... This was at roughly 4:15 or so i updated LOL ...
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I'm so stoked right now .. I gotta admit when I first joined VR I thought nothing of the status levels, of course way back then (LOL yeah like it was so long ago) things were a lot different, there have been many changes made to the site. I've heard tale that on a normal basis it should take a person at least a year or two or three to reach Sire. Of course I don't guess it had been anticipated that an insomniac would join the site and would mess that up .. Along the way I know unintentionally upset a few people, I hope that there are no hard feelings from anyone. It's not an easy task ... honestly while it is very nice to achieve this, the thing that means the most to me is the different people I've met and befriended through all these long days and nights. I've laughed and even cried with people. Ok, I've babbled enough ... I do wish to thank everyone who has encouraged me, befriended me and talked with me, I cherish you all ... *does Queenly wave 
as she walks off the stage* 
Good happy feelings to start the day >;^}
16:51 May 19 2005
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Ya know sometimes after being on this site for a while you think you've heard it all, and you think to yourself .. Self .. here's another message from a newbie .. do you want to respond to it .. then Self says .. well it seems harmless, lets see what happens .... so you respond and sometimes the conversations quickly turn into some crazy BS and by some whacked out guy who's horny and just .. well NUTZ!!! That's usually how most conversations end up going on here ... but I am pretty quick to let it be known, and lay down the "law" with people (guys really) that I do converse with, that I am not some freaky female with a fetish for talking all that cyber sex BS ... BUT that I will have an intelligent conversation with them if that is what they are after ... most of the time there isn't but 3 or 4 messages exchanged .. HOWEVER .. every now and again someone will message me and they will turn out to be a really nice person .. I will converse with anyone of any age, that does not matter to me so long as they spark intelligent conversation .. act like an idiot, talk stupid things, and I'll tell you exactly what I think .. Of course this does not include the mindless conversations I sometimes have with those I consider my "friends" once we've talked for a while .. but anyway's shall self and I get to the point of this? ... I was sent a message starting last night and continued into this morning, err uhhh well I believe they were all this morning just earlier ... turns out this fella is a rather nice chap, and no not just cuz of what he says, but it really does make a girl feel really good to hear it ..Oh BTW ... you know the drill .. bottom to top now LOL >;^}
I don’t mind at all and you can leave my name if you want to :)
--- On 10:12:29 - May 19 2005 - HellChildDami wrote ---
Well thank you hon I appreciate that very much ... that made my day .. do you mind if I put part of this convo in my journal .. I will leave out your name if you like ....
--- On 10:01:31 - May 19 2005 - Sibuna wrote ---
ill be 19 in september and you realy do look like your 21 :)
--- On 00:12:46 - May 19 2005 - HellChildDami wrote ---
and thank you by the way
--- On 00:08:31 - May 19 2005 - Sibuna wrote ---
your kidding me right.....you look like your 21....and im 18 my b-day is sept. 8
--- On 00:04:31 - May 19 2005 - HellChildDami wrote ---
Uhmmm lets jsut say I'm over 30 but under 35 LOL hehehe I'm 34
--- On 23:51:15 - May 18 2005 - Sibuna wrote ---
cool... how old are you? if you dont mind me asking
--- On 23:49:31 - May 18 2005 - HellChildDami wrote ---
Chicago IL .. lived here all my life except for 10 years, 5 of which I lived in Wisconsin and 5 of which i lived in Georgia
--- On 23:48:09 - May 18 2005 - Sibuna wrote ---
im from Sherman tx......where are you from?
--- On 23:44:07 - May 18 2005 - HellChildDami wrote ---
That's fine, just wondered LOL Where are you from?
--- On 23:41:49 - May 18 2005 - Sibuna wrote ---
just friends that talk about what ever......cuz you seem realy cool and i wanted to be friends
Dami's Minor Rant ~ Mussings of Messaging LOL
11:00 May 15 2005
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I truly can be a smart ass
Ok .. so ya know I'm sitting here, it's about 4:15 am central time zone, in these here states of the US of A .. and I'm just doing my thing, rating, talking to people what ever .. and I get this message ... nothing to unusual about that .. but all that the message is, is a URL link to go to some web page ... being that it is from someone I've never talked to before ... I'm a bit hesitant to do the old copy and pasterooni ... the first thing I do is check out who sent it .. as I have been messaged literally by hundreds of different people on this site once or twice and that is it .. I wanted to refresh my memory as to who this was .. and I seen that nope it wasn't someone who has messaged me before ... well then ... the next thing I look at is AGE .. yes AGE .. in this day and age you have to be careful what you are saying to just about anyone ... but if they are under the age of 18 you REALLY need to be careful .. so anyways .. this person turns out to be a 19 year old male ... not really new to me .. happens quite often as I am sure it does with everyone else .. sometimes I will just ignore certain messages I receive as they are just out right crude ... well taking a chance I went a head and did the whole copy and pasteroonie and opened the page ... well it was nothing more then ANOTHER profile to the person on some other web site ... you know I have a small problem with people here .. it's all well and good that you are on several sites .. no problems there .. my problem comes in, and I do believe I've said this many times before ... if you are going to join the site then don't be so damn friggin lazy .. that you CAN'T create a profile here that even gives you the bare basics even .. so anyhoo ... I thought about it after a few minutes and decided to respond to his message ... this is what I wrote him ...
"Uhmmm .. that's very interesting ... but let me explain a few things here mmmkk?? Good ... please pay attention as this might help you in the future .. and I am seriously not trying to be a bitch but I will let you know I can be quite the smart ass ..
1) Generally a message of, "Hello", "Hi", "How are you?" you know anything like that ... is a better start then just sending someone a link to something ... now I can understand if you’re shy or something .. but you should still at least be able to message hello if you want to talk with someone ...
2) you're 19 ... I am well older then you or what you might think .. 30+, we'll just leave it at that .. while I don't mind talking to ANYONE of any age ... just take this is fair warning you’re a bit younger then anything more then casual talk ...
3) I'm off to bed for the night, so I hope you have a good rest of the night, or morning if you just got up ...
4) If after all this you, realize that I truly am just a bit of a smart ass and not trying to be a bitch .. feel free to messag4e me anytime you feel like it
:^****"
Well now, here I was typing all this little Minor rant up and posting it stupidly thinking well that should be enough to put him at bay .. LOL .. Gee how ever could i be so wrong ROFLMAO .. when i hit send .. low and behold I had a message .. bet you can't guess who from??? LOL you got it .. my little friend there .. oh how the messages do get more interesting when you respond to them .. I really should remember these things and just learn to ignore certain people more LOL .. so needless to say .. here is the rest of the messages ...
--- ??????? wrote ---
you looked hot in the pic i want to own ur pic thats all lol http://www.catch27.com/join.php?invite=13772 so yea sign up for it it will ake me go to bed happy :) ......o and ...HELLO my name is XXXX (yes he gave me his name but I won't embarress the person by leaving their name here for you all to see LOL)
--- HellChildDami wrote ---
LOL @ "i want to own ur pic thats all" what can I do it's a free internett world .. people take peoples pictures all the time LOL
as for signing up .. no thanks I don't do all those web sites and blog things .. sorry I guess you won't go to bed happy
Hello XXXX, you can call me Dami
Turns out after talking to him for some time, he too is a "likeable chap" (LOL I love that term) hehehehe
Dark and stormy night ...16:45 May 04 2005
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They were together in the House.
Just the two of them.
It was a cold, dark, stormy night. The storm had come quickly
and
each time the thunder boomed he watched her jump.
She looked across the room and admired his strong appearance...and
wished that he would take her in his arms, comfort her and protect her
from the storm.
She wanted that...more than anything.
Suddenly, with a pop, the power went out... She screamed...
He raced to the sofa where she was cowering.
He didn't hesitate to pull her into his arms.
He knew this was a forbidden union and expected her to pull back.
He was surprised when she didn't resist but instead clung to him.
The storm raged on...as did their growing passion. And
there came a moment when each knew that they had to be together.
They knew it was wrong...
Their families would never understand... So consumed were
they in their passion that they heard no opening
of doors...just the faint click of a camera......
Glad We Have Dogs16:34 May 04 2005
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Adam and Eve said, "Lord, when we were in the garden, you walked with us every day. Now we do not see you any more. We are lonesome here, and it is difficult for us to remember how much you love us."
And God said, "No problem! I will create a companion for you that will be with you forever and who will be a reflection of my love for you, so that you will love me even when you cannot see me. Regardless of how selfish or childish or unlovable you may be, this new companion will accept you as you are and will love you as I do, in spite of yourselves." And God created a new animal to be a companion for Adam and Eve. And it was a good animal. And God was pleased. And the new animal was pleased to be with Adam and Eve and he wagged his tail.
And Adam said, "Lord, I have already named all the animals in the Kingdom and I cannot think of a name for this new animal."
And God said, "No problem. Because I have created this new animal to be a reflection of my love for you, his name will be a reflection of my own name, and you will call him DOG."
And Dog lived with Adam and Eve and was a companion to them and loved them. And they were comforted. And God was pleased. And Dog was content and wagged his tail.
After a while, it came to pass that an angel came to the Lord and said, "Lord, Adam and Eve have become filled with pride. They strut and preen like peacocks and they believe they are worthy of adoration. Dog has indeed taught them that they are loved, but perhaps too well."
And God said, "No problem! I will create for them a companion who will be with them forever and who will see them as they are. The companion will remind them of their limitations, so they will know that they are not always worthy of adoration."
And God created CAT to be a companion to Adam and Eve.
And Cat would not obey them. And when Adam and Eve gazed into Cat's eyes, they were reminded that they were not the supreme beings.
And Adam and Eve learned humility. And they were greatly improved. And God was pleased. And Dog was happy.
And Cat didn't give a damn one way or the other.
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