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One Footed Baby Step

04:03 Jul 27 2005
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Funny how it seems one can live a life of despair in dejavu and not really realize it. Well not consciously at least. While some things may seem similar like looking into a mirror of the past, the truth is, they are not. At least not in most things. After years of pain building to rage to near combustion confusing thoughts never quite clearing within the mind until now. The missing piece of puzzle sought for so long found in the dark recesses of a heart to far to touch, but close enough to feel within. A peace sought for years, seemingly, supposedly within ones self, but never finding it. A peace that is finally found in the arms of another. One who’s yearned over time to find a peace for the inner turmoil which has controlled their life’s ups and downs. Just as a babe stands slowly upon chunky wobbly legs, so too does a relationship begin by the combining of two broken and pieced together hearts. One foot slowly in front of the other, small wobbly baby steps, will get us to where we are going; wherever that may lead.



By HellChildDami 7/23/05 12:01 am ©

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What is Love?

17:53 Jul 07 2005
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Love is a gamble,

Kissing is a game,

Boys do the necking

Girls get the blame

One night of pleasure

Nine months of pain

Three days in the hospital

Baby no-name

It is really unfair for a boy

To push a girl up against the wall

Tear down her reputation

Stick in his education

Increase the population

For the younger generation

It's father is a bastard

It's mother is a whore

IT wouldn't be here

If the damn rubber hadn't torn...




Author Unknown - Circulated around back in 1988

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I AM ...

20:43 Jul 06 2005
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I am a Goth because you say I am a Goth,

I am a Punk because you say I am a Punk,

I am a Burnout because you say I am a Burnout,

I am a Prep because you say I am a Prep,

I am a Jock because you say I am a Jock,

I am a Gang-banger because you say I am a Gang-banger,

I am Bitch because you say I am a Bitch.

I am a whatever you choose to label me,

Because you choose to label me as such.

My dress is what stands out,

There for my dress is what you label.

Yes it's a fact of life no one likes labels,

And yet still we all label one another.

Why ask what makes this or that what it is,

Instead why not ask what makes me, me!




By HellChildDami 7/6/05 ©

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Knives, Pills, and Alcohol

06:42 Jul 05 2005
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She sits alone in a room

Watching as the days slowly pass

One day drifts into the next

Life goes on so it seems

Yet still she sits

Hoping for it all to stop

The pain to cease

The life to end

The life as she knows it

A knife at one side

Pills on the other

A bottle to wash them down

A song plays in her mind

One she writes to all she loves

Bitter wolds of envy

Things she never had

The love she was never given

Her mind swimming in the alcohol consumed

Lost loves she has departed

A new she’s yet to achieve

Her heart racing silently for the unknown to come

The love once given now slowly drifts away

To welcome what is offered

To hope upon a dream long sought

A set up in all she’s known

Nothing ever changing it’s all the same

The spirt her soul long since dead

Floats above awaiting the body it once possessed

The day will come when they will unite again

for now a knife sits upon her side and pills to the other

The alcohol she consumes

Hoping with each swallow

The liquor burns away a bit more of the pain she hides away




By HellChildDami July 4, 2005 ©

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Finding Happiness

06:40 Jul 05 2005
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The one that's broken down the walls

That barrier of your soul

The one to break through the haze

That cloud that shields your mind

The one who lights the flame

Where the darkness seems to reign

The one you've opened your heart

Once thought closed within a shell



I hope she knows the price

For having crossed that line

I hope she knows the price

Of which you speak your mind

I hope she knows the price

The gift that you are giving

I hope she knows the price

For being the one you've let in



When scarred from the inside

We lock our pain tightly away

Finding it hard to give again

Never believing in anyone



So few have even seen

Far fewer have you trusted

But you are a silent treasure

You hold a deep and endless love



Does she even know the precious gift you give her

I pray she gives back to you all it is you seek

I wish you peace and happiness in the love you have found

And hope she will not hurt you nor abuse what you have given

For I know you very deeply it was your heart I did seek

As I know the price you pay for speaking your mind openly



She holds within her grasp what I hoped would one day be mine

Should she ever hurt you her mind is mine to ruin

For I have loved you deeply in ways I'll never let go




By HellChildDami July 3, 2005 ©

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