Ok so I guess my last entry was a little pre-mature in thinking that the puter was fixed ... it's not, so that is why I haven't been online yet again ... but I've finally been able to get to the campus Lie-berry and get a card to use the puters here ... so here I am ... Oh how I miss everyone very much ... I hate not being able to talk to none of my friends online ... and wow do I have profiles to check out when I'm finally able to sit in front of a puter that works right ... anyway's ... other then the puter not working not a whole lot has changed here ... still In NY ... still happy but missing certain people badly and they know who they are ... I hope everyone here is doing good ... drop me a line sometimes and I'll get back to you A.S.A.P.
For now I'm out ... Byessssssssssss
Well now ... lets see .. It seems I've been away for some time now ... LOL ... Well there is several reasons for that ... The main reason being that the internet connection here has been royally fucked up ... there is nothing more annoying for me then to not be able to be online and be able to talk to my friends online ... Now having said that ... there have been some major changes that have taken place in my life ... and I can admittedly sit here and say to those of you who have read my journal in it's entirety ... more then likely you might call me an idiot ... LOL but hey what can I say ... ok here goes ... it is my thoughts and beliefs that if there is something that you desire and you have the means in which to do it or achieve a goal .. then by all means do it ... otherwise a person will go on thinking back wondering ... "well what if I had only..." having said that ... and having read this journal then you will see that on more then on occasion I have done just that ... There was something to which I desired, I had the opportunity and the means, so I went after it ... So having said that ... for better then a two months I had been talking to someone online and got to know them pretty well. We had talked about meeting in person ... So when I had the means and the timing was right, I took a road trip to meet this person ... I had planned on only spending four days, but it turned out that I decided to stay here ... Here being New York ... I am happier then I have been in YEARS .. yes years ... I know there is much more to explain and some more holes to fill in, in this entry ... but as it is fairly late/early ... I believe that I will stop here and fill in the blanks when I get up ... I just figured that I needed to at least write something for everyone that has been leaving me messages ... It's actually a good feeling to know that a few people have at least thought about you while you've been away .. I know that I have truly missed many people on here that I have gotten very close to ... for now good night *MUUUWWAAA*
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