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Dad was a snoozefest wasn't he? Well might as well continue the intros since we're here and who knows if Nick will actually stick to this plan. His reputation for keeping up with journals is, well, sad. Anyway, name's LJ, one of Loki's many kids. He's basically a rabbit, just saying. I have kids of my own since Aesir's can technically live for 5,000 years so this is nothing. And let's not forget I'm part frost giant and my mom is a Greek goddess so there's that going for me.

So for a while there, I was a problematic alter. I was into drugs and drinking which caused Nick to drink more because, well I wanted to cause troubles. That and he was incredibly stressed about work so that wasn't a good combination. Now I just make him drink gatorade a lot because that shit is good.

I love beanies. I'm always wearing one and I'm actually a cake decorator. I got into it the last time I was in rehab and it was rather calming to me. I love making cakes and designing them to be odd things. I'm always the one who makes cakes for my kid's birthdays or whatever which is cool since some of them are getting into gothic stuff so I'm about to have a challenge on my hands. The Disney stage is starting to disappear and I am shaking!

Oh! I also love Hollywood Undead. I try to get Nick to listen to them more but he's always obsessed with kpop or In this Moment. Like I get it? The Korean guys and girls are pretty cute and there's some decent rappers but shit, he's missing out! And yeah Maria Brink is fine as hell but who doesn't want to drive around town blaring "Everwhere I go". I mean, hello, confidence booster!

I have siblings as well. I was born as a batch of six. There's Eric, Erica, Damien, Jasmine, and Anya. Eric has really bad social anxiety so he probably won't be out much. That and he's usually high so it's cool. And Damien is just way too lazy and annoying to really come out so I guess I'll be the only one of those six that will come out. There's other siblings, like dad's original kids, Hel, Jormungundr(Prefers to be called Jordan), Fenrir, and Hel. They might come out once in a while but given Hel's busy with her bar, Jordan is too busy being a dick, and Fenrir would more likely just lick the damn laptop, I guess you got me. Oh and the others are kinda too young to be on the rave so I guess you'll just have to wait for that one. Anyway, I'm rambling so I'm gonna let you guys go. Hopefully some people will start commenting and find these interesting. If not we'll literally be talking to ourselves. Nothing new but it can get boring. Anyway.. night!

Okay, before I begin to explain, yes fictives are real and technically you can have alters that are fictional characters. There are plenty of search results on google so I will continue to introduce myself. My name is Loki, yes the Loki. While I tend to look more like the fictional Marvel character, I'm more of a mix of the norse Loki and the comics Loki. I am one of Nick's main alters and you could say I'm his system overseer. I keep an eye on things, even though sometimes he wishes I wouldn't. We have theorized that I was formed, as well as a lot of his fictives since he usually escapes the real world with fiction and can become obsessed with characters and their qualities. I am not his first alter but one of his primary ones, especially since it's first alter (Or the one we consider his first) is always busy with science so he's not around as much as usual.

As previously mentioned, I am Loki. I am lucky to say that Stephanie, Nick's wife, also had DID and has a system. And that is where my wife is from. Most would say that's weird since if you do a google search you hear about alters in one system dating. But we have been together for some time. And we have kids so honestly, DID is just complicated. I don't claim to understand it and nor should anyone else. Mental health is complicated and weird and trying to label it and explain it is just inane. All I know is I'm here to keep an eye on Nick and hopefully communicate for him when he cannot communicate. We're a complicated and frustrating system. But hopefully this journal will help us convey our emotions and thoughts as well as Nick's. Oh and a warning, I do have a son named after me so we will try to label our posts [Loki] and [LJ] so it's not too confusing. This is just a quick intro so I will stop here. Feel free to comment some questions about me and I'll try to answer them. Thank you and have a good night.