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Its weird to say I'm sitting here,

For you see I got lost one day

And decided to sit under a tree.



Under this tree I sat

Never moved a muscle,

Not a blink was made.



The one day I blinked

I found myself somewhere new

Somewhere far from the tree.



Now I must ask you to find me,

My tree turned into a ship

And took me along.



I rode the ship to where I am now

Or so I must assume,

For now I help myself on an island.



If you find this note though

Than that means I'm still on the island,

And I stopped receiving this message for once.

I wish for one thing

Ever lasting happiness

But rather no one knows why

It would seem normal

I mean to wish for that.

But my story isn't normal

My reasons were NEVER normal

Instead they seemed crazy

Obscure

Out of the blue

You name it

It was it.



Some people use to see me

And say

"She's so perfect

Her life must be so easy"

But that girl they saw

She wasn't me.

She was me hiding the tears

Never allowing the world to reveal the truth.



I was the shy band geek

The who aimed to be a star

And instead

Became a sea of nothing.

A fake!

The writer

That never understood English

I was basically nothing.



One day someone figured that out

She used it against me

Saying she was better than me,

Ruining my life.

But I knew one thing

Her evil was from insecurity

and unhappiness that consumed her life.



But rather instead of using it against her

I said its okay

I've been there, done that.



No one understood my intentions

Always over thinking everything.

When I would say soemthing

THey would take it as a bad thing.

I really wanted them to turn the page

See the upside of the event.

Take the impossible

And make it possible.



No one saw that though.



So my wish for happiness seems normal,

Correct?

What if I added that some teenagers die from this

That bullying kills.

Still normal, yes.

But I wish people would see certain things

Look at the other side

See how it is also corrupt

We might see something

And think rude things

But some of us take those rude things to heart.



Everyday could be our last,

So why judge a story by the first impression,

From your first impression

You thought my intentions would be odd,

guess again.

I wish I could be what you dream of at night,

That girl that see when close your eyes.

Though I know I'll never be her

Sometimes I wish I could..



Cause she more confident

A softer person.

Has a heart of gold

And up for anything.

She's the girl I wish I was,

But know I'll never be.

Cause I'm me...



But she's caught your heart

And you've enjoyed the time with her

Though she looks like me

She will never be me.



I'm more shy and not so confident

I believe she's prettier too

She has the thing that I want

And that thing would be you...



Maybe that is in the past

Maybe we should move on.

Friendship is impossible

Because I really want you in my life

But can never please you like her.

As the sun goes down

And the kiddos go to sleep.

We the monsters shall stir

Run amok in the streets.



We the monsters will rule the night

Bring screams to your rooms

Entice your dreams to become nightmares.

Even with one little poke and a scary face

We will bring torment to you.



But as the moon leaves

The sun shall bring what seems like peace.

Till the sun goes down again

And we come out to play.