My 21st birthday is in 3.5 weeks, and I can say this year has been the best for me that it was ever going to get. I am looking forward to next year, and looking foward to my new relationships that can blossom next year. I am happy, and feel like nothing can stop me this year
I guess now I am single, even though I loved him too much, even though my sexuality changed from straight to bisexual/polyamorous. I am sorry if my sexuality was an issue for everyone. Comment below if I should keep my profile, or if I should remove my profile for good
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No don't go babygirl ur the only one i trust now
What do you mean? Message me
no no harly your sexually is not a issue im not petty like that what botherd me is that you want me to share you with someone else.... i mean its like me asking you to be ok messing around iris while im dating you.... 1 i would never do that to you because i would never make you share what suppose to be only yours and 2 you would not like it... so please dont make it sound like that was the problem because i even told you is if that is what youwant ill support it but i dont share not with my bro not with anyone else because its not fair that you clamed me and someone else enjoy the best part
Okay. I told you in a while, I would come to where you are at. But right now, I am exploring my options as regarding to sexuality. And you told me that you didn't want to share. One, she wouldnt be on here, and two, it would be for my benefit. I couldn't tell you about this because this is how I knew you would react.
dont worry harly i honestly think this is whats best for you but not for me which is why i told you to go for it.... i will tell you what i tell iris :look your a grown adult its not my place to tell you what you can and cant do im a passive type not controling so if my love is not enough for you go be you it just wont be with me because i DO NOT share i have live the single life since i was born and i wont someone that wants me and only me... i wasnt mad when you broke up with me the first time no i got mad when you told me that you want me but someone else gets to have your body... look at this in my shoes lets say you fall in love with this women and im sitting here waiting for you she got to have sex and you moved in with her and your life is golden.... where am i in this the answer the other side of the computer playing tech support "IF" things dont go right
I wasnt wanting her for my body, okay? I was offering live and support, and trying to find who I was. So I am sorry if you think I am a bad persom
when i got with you harly.... iris was out of my life and no one else was you can ask lust and babygirl and even iris herself no one was in my life but you i wasnt letting anyone have what was only ment for you... look idk if your bisexual or courious hell im bi courious and im 100% as they get even my lips is a virgin... this is where im hurt one again you want me to be here and allow someone else to cuddle and kiss and love and have sex with you how esle am i suppose to feel but that question
i dont think your a bad person love im just not gonna change that one part of me i can change eveything else aside from being back but i just dont like sharing thats not to had to ask ....right?
i unblock you by the way
No, but I just want you to know between now and then, I will be experimenting with tye same gender
ok and you can do that im not gonna stop you your a adult and free to make those decisions...just not with me involved ill wait as long as i can but if someone step up to the plat they get the same chance you did when iris droped the ball
So if I date someone else, you are going to drop me?
in retrospect yes but ill still be your friend
..Okay then
but when you are ready for just me and im single ill give you a second chance
keep the profile...
Perhaps you two should just consider trying a threesome...Polyamory is all the rage these days
i wanna at least experance a regular relationship first plus i lived whit someone who did that and thro it sounds awesome someone evently loses
Girl you better keep your profile, because if you don't, i'll be mad, LOL i won't have any place to comment for you, and i love to write comments for you to make you feel good. I'm sorry that your relationship isn't what you hoped it would be, i've had it happen to me before so many times i can't count. You should accept yourself as bisexual polyamorous gender fluid, i do because we're friends and you need someone to support you and have your back
So I have officially figured out I am attracted to females 😊😊😊 But I feel upset because I was originally straight, and was, in the future, going to marry him. I am sorry for being lesbian, but when I am around guys, I am uncomfortable, and nervous. But around girls, I feel calm and relaxed. I feel bad about it, and I feel like I hurt him more than anything. I love him still, but I can't shake the feeling that I, in the end, am more sexually and emotionally attracted to females
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its ok i understand thank you for at least telling me and keeping it 100% -hugs- have fun be safe and good luck 'chao'
I...I am so sorry to everyone, especially you, Redlink
You can be biseksual or pan sexual :)
into both gender, pan (can fall in love or find someone attractive despite whatever gender they identify by)
So I have officially figured out I am attracted to females 😊😊😊 But I feel upset because I was originally straight, and was, in the future, going to marry Redlink. I am sorry for being lesbian, but when I am around guys, I am uncomfortable, and nervous. But around girls, I feel calm and relaxed. I feel bad about it, and I feel like I hurt Redlink more than anything. I love himstill, but I can't shake the feeling that I, in the end, am more sexually and emotionally attracted to females
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The reason that you feel calm around girls, is because it feels right and natural to you not abnormal, as some people want you to feel, because of their beliefs that being bi or gay is not normal, and a sin in the eyes of god that those of us are considered an abomination, by what's written in the bible. I'm bisexual gender fluid and proud of who i am, it feels right to me but not everyone knows it, because i'm not out to the whole world, only to my inner circle of friends like you.
One of my friends, who is a girl, kissed me today on campus. I felt shocked at first, but then I felt good about kissing another girl. So, am I bisexual,bicurious, or lesbian?
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I would assume bi-curious until you fully explore this interest.
After you explore and enjoy women as much as men you would be considered bisexual
If you do not like men the same like you have once and only find attraction towards the same sex you are a lesbian.
I believe it hit you like a ton of bricks to kiss another female, and your feelings were conflicted at that moment, because it happened when you weren't expecting it, i love when i have those moments, and being caught off guard, i had a boy in school when i was about 15 kiss me while we were play wrestling, he kissed me full on the mouth and we were in the presence of other kids, and it surprised me, but i did like him i was just afraid that i would become the target of bullying of the homophobic kind but no one seemed to notice and i wanted to kiss him again, in a more private setting away from anyone that would see us.
Um...how should I say this? Today was weird because one of my coworkers was feeling all negative emotions, and I felt myself drawing her negative energy out and replacing it with better energy. Plus, I have noticed when I do this, things become clearer, I feel more focused, and I feel happier. Also today, I accidentally cut myef and decided since I didn't have a bandaid, I stopped the bleeding by sucking on my finger. You know how human blood is supposed to be salty and metallic? To me, mine does not taste metallic or salty. It tastes sweet. Help?
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Awww I'm here if u need me babygirl
You are an empath, and those types of people are sensitive to the feelings of others and do what they can to make those people feel better by taking on their negative energies and driving it out from your body, so it's no longer there in you or the other people, and you're a bit of a vamp liking the taste of your own blood that's a sanguine vampire trait. I'll always be here for you my girl.
To all the people out there, I want to say sorry
I am sorry for loving and feeling love
I am sorry for raising hope and truth
I am sorry for being a disappointment
I am sorry for everything
To all the people out there, I want to say I am happy
I am happy you are here
I am happy you came to me at my lowest
I am happy you made me feel special
I am happy you made me feel wanted
I am happy you supported me through thick and thin.
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You are very sweet and special
I really liked this. Gave ya some honor for writing this. I have felt like that sometimes.
I love you too my babygirl
I love you as well and will always support you in any way i can, don't be sorry be the happy girl that you are.
Thank you so much to my friends, best friends, lovers, and my haters. I have grown to fit into a perfect mold of being human and learning what humanism is. I am perfectly happy, concentrating on school, learning how to make mistakes and learn from them, and finding what it truly means to be happy and full of life
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and dont forget your wolf fenice lol
I wont babe. Why do you think I said lover(s)?
♡ Stay strong
Howls at the full moon
I love you too baby screw all the haters
Babygirl
You are perfect
I agree you're so perfect to me, and i love you for it, good luck in everything you do especially in school.
So, apparently there are a lot of people calling me an attention whore, a cry for help, someone who is delusional and insane. I am glad I make people see the worst of me, and yet they dont see my good side. If you are one of those people, dont even try to talk to me. My life is shitty enough without people being hateful, negative, rude, unabashed. Almost no one knows what I have gone through, what has been done to me, what I did to myself, where I have gone, and what I have experienced. Let me tell you, it is not a pretty site to see. If you ask, be prepared for a car wreck of hurt and pain. Just to get some basics out of the way, here is what has happened to me in a basic f***ing nutshell. I was raped twice, one was a guy that took me to the bad side of town and left me after he raped me. The second time I was raped, guy tried to sell my nudes and my body for money. I did drugs and drank alcohol because I felt like it was my only form of escape. I hid the fact I was suicidal and hurtin g from my own family for 5+ years, and they only found out after the found me trying to fry myself to death and the punching until I bled. I went to two mental hospitals to try and get better, but they didn't work. I went to therapists and took meds in order to get better, and that helped me out. I had a great guy in my life that lived in the same state I did, and he broke up with me over text saying the relationship was not working out and he ran back to his ex. So if anyone wants more f***ing details, please dont be hateful or leave rude ass comments on my page. Thank you
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Some people can be so judgmental. They don't realize that this is website is an escape for some people. Stay strong.
You are a wonderful person...don't let their judgments make you who you are...only you can make those choices
Agreed to both above...Just be you
Joke them if they can't take a fuck.
You are right babygirl ppl are insane and delusional and they don't stoop down too their level. You are a very smart girl and I love you babygirl
You know, it's fucked up what happened to you, i sympathize and you are not an attention whore so get that out of your mind you are my friend, and i'm guessing that your life was screwed over because people out there are ignorant in the first place and for another thing you can always lean on me i'm here for you, regardless of what you've been through, you're smart and very intelligent if you ask me, and i like you alot, so that's all i can say to boost your spirits for now.
Thank you all for giving my fiance support I do Maness at the bottom of my heart though she didn't tell me any of this I now know a little bit more about her but what really makes my heart trouble a lot is the fact that she has so much friends that she now knows that I'm not the only one that Wishes the best for her
Guys thank you for all of the support! This is making my spirits soar
Sorry too here such none sense some people just don't get it.
Thank you
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phycoassassin
15:52 Nov 24 2018
Don't let anyone, or anything stop you in the coming year, Happy early Birthday you're gonna be 21 YAY you'll be a real adult woman, and you'll be doing things that not everyone gets the chance to do, and that's so COOL, best of luck in the coming year.