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Was I to love you forever without end, and hold you dearest in my heart, only for you to leave me, and crush my happiness, or at least what was left? I wept for you, even when you tortured me, for I have always loved you above all else.

But you do not hear my words, for to you, I am mute, and all but my loudest wails of pain are inaudible . Even then, you do not wish to hear me because I, and I alone have caused you an eternity of pain. One deed that I so deeply wish that I could take back.

I never meant to do such wrong to you, and though my heart aches with a millennium of pain, and my soul rips itself apart in agony, I can only be glad to have had such pleasure as to be by your side, to have been called your love, to feel your gentle and comforting touch, and even be so lucky as to get one kiss.

But my happiness is short lived , for I fear deeply that I will never experience such ecstasy again. My dear, I love you with all my heart and all my soul, and should you leave me now I will never be the same again, but I would understand, for the damage I have caused seems to be irreversible .

My love, if you ever choose to come back to me, I shall welcome you with open arms, and without question . Until then, adieu, my love, adieu.