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I hide who I am from everyone. I'm like a vampire creeping in the shadows not to be seen; but yet they manage to judge. No one really knows who I am because they don't take the time to find out. They rather treat me like a piece of shit and see how I will respond. I don't. I stay there quite thinking how can people be raised like this, were they always like that even before time? When I am home I sit in my room listening to my music some of which people call shit music but I don't care I'm not them I don't judge I accept everyone. Sometime's at night I cry for which I have caused for myself problems that can never be solved but only by disappearing. I may look creepy or weird but I'm like everyone else with some minor issues ready to be explored and fixed for my sake of being. When at school I feel ignored and alone I talk but no one responds back so Why do I walk the halls of unquestionable secrets and child like teenagers. I'm a people watcher I watch everyone around me see how they act in their groups. People talking about the people next to them or across the room. Most of these people don't understand the world doesn't care anymore once you are out on your own, then it is all about you and not them .I've grown up knowing most people are conceited and dishonest; confused on who they should be and hang with. Not me, I'm a loner trying to understand the world not trying to blend in with it. Everyone should recognize their surroundings. I've come to realizing that there is no leader anymore but followers. They are like robots stuck on one mode then several points of views. When you go into a girl's bathroom full of teenagers you see them laughing talking about people, even craving beauty with all the make up, perfume, and the shirts that show that they have boobs and they have to show them off for male attention. When we went through what science facts say evolution, were we so un-perfect for a reason or just to teach us all about life and what its suppose to be. I don't know but I'm going to go on trying to discover the wonders of people and their pathetic actions.