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16:35 Jun 22 2010
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all i can think about is smoking. idk why. its like a freaking obsession. i dont want to do anything else. just smoke.
idk why
its like i have to get away from everything, even though im not.
its easier to deal with being here. not that my life is bad. that is the confusing part. yeah, im lonely, but its not a bad life. my kids are pretty good considering. its like i need to smoke to get through the day.
im not complaining. i like being high. i like the taste. i like the way it makes me feel.
im just saying, its on my mind ALL the time.
*sigh*
17:43 Jun 21 2010
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today i feel like crap. i need some pain meds and a big FAT joint. i just wanna lay around and be fat and lazy. if we were talking what we want, i want to be rich and have my own garden of plants 8 feet high, buds that hung to the ground. a pool thats 8 feet deep, with a huge house .....
*sigh*
one of 'smoking buddies' has to go to the hospital for tests today. i am worried. i can only pray she will be ok.....
mm dreams
23:53 Jun 14 2010
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i wish i had a big fucking hookah.....to smoke on whenever i need it. whenever someone upsets me, since that happens a lot, or when my anxiety flares, or when the kids have pushed me to my limit. just lemme smoke. lemme be.
i dont want anyone to judge me bc i smoke. just lemme smoke dude. mind your fucking business and leave the mm users alone.....
let us smoke ~ leave us be.....
marijuana users unite!
(if you dont like this journal entry, sorry, its for ME not you)
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