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you are driving me in_fuck_sane!



my mind is complete fucking mush!



you talk on and on about useless things that are years from now when i am trying to tell you how i feel and completely ruin the mood.



what the hell is wrong with you? quit being a BABY!



you make me want to smack you around like a lil bitch! too bad you dont get your way all the time, this is life DEAL WITH IT!



you make me feel more emotions all at one time than i have ever felt. RRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH

once again i am fooled. i trusted you. you want to leave. so leave. quit drawing it out. i was a fool to believe in you. i let my guard down and you burned me.

you talk of being together and then you talk about leaving. how can that be? that is a double edge sword. the greater of two evils. what the hell am i doing? i have no clue any more.

i love you. i like you. you upset me.you hurt me and i cant forget that. when we started this, i told you i cannot be with you alone. i have many loves that i cant let go of. not yet at least. i wont .

but now i will never let them go because i cannot trust you. ever. even though i may want to, i can never. ever again.

everything is bothering me. i dont believe anything anyone says. i am sad. i am depressed. i am on the verge of breaking down. why is it so hard for me to leave you alone? just get over what you are doing because i cannot change it. you are driving me insane. why cant i get you out of my head? why do i obsess over stupid shit? good fucking grief.

i am about to lose it.

to a friend,

i have no clue what to do about you. you are here but not. i care for you but i dont know about love. i used to. we have some good times. but i dont trust you. i dont get the same vibe from you that i used to. there is no use trying. we can be friends but no more.



to my love,

my love grows ever day. like an overbearing obsession. you are on my mind from the minute i get up til to minute i go to sleep. i am scared over these feelings. this desire to keep you all to myself. my love is strong but this obsession is stronger. i watch your every move. i watch your expressions. EVERYTHING.



i am scared that you will have someone else.

i am afraid you are hiding something again.

i try to let it go but i cannot

my heart wont let me.

i dont say much but you know

you see me, my watching

do you think its funny?

my pain, my frustration?

it isnt. it burns me to my very soul

this will eventually kill me.

i love you to death.

this is hilarious! i have been naughty! SPANK ME

you are here again. so many questions.....can i believe you? can i trust you? do you really mean what you say? i want to be happy but how can i be when i am wondering if you are for real?

this makes me sad,confused,and upset. my feelings for you have changed. i cant let you in. i mustn't. it would be disaster. i cared to much. fell too hard. you tore me apart when you left.

i cant live through that again. you were a tease, a liar. you broke my heart.

what do i do now? how can i believe? should i believe? why do i have hope?



OH MY GOD!!!!!!!