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19 entries this month
today was a fairytale
02:51 Apr 26 2010
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i dont ask for much. not usually. this weekend someone was looking out for me. i had the best times with my kids, and my hubby. things for my daughter's party are falling into place. i had some alone time with my man. ;p i am not feeling neglected like before. its not always this good but today was awesome.
first we went to my favorite restaurant, then the kids went to play at a friends house so me and the hub went shopping. then we went to a friends and smoked. came home and had some special time together. picked up the kids had a WONDERFUL meal and dessert. ground sirloin hamburgers and chocolate fondue :D the kids were mostly good and went to bed when they were told with out a fight. now i am relaxing, smoking and getting ready for bed. thank you God, for my fairytale day. i hope i never forget it.
4-21
18:41 Apr 22 2010
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yesterday was my late father's birthday. he would have been 70. i cant believe its been 14 years since his death. i miss him terribly. at one time, he was my life. when he died, part of me died too. he was a great dad. he did have faults, but who doesn't. he never did me wrong.
the day was quite good. work was ok, went to the graveyard to put flowers on the grave, went to my moms cuz i felt the need to be close to family, went to my friends house, spent time with the family ,helped a friend get her yard sale things ready, and ate at my favorite restaurant.
i miss dad but i made it through another day. one day if heaven is real, i hope to see him there and hug him tight, telling him to never leave me again.
thanks, b,kids, bl,bp,nm,ls,and mg
hmmmmm.....
21:39 Apr 20 2010
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how can i have a member on my favorite journal's list but i cannot find this member in a profile search? is this possible? is there a secret option for certain members that they can hide this way? hmmmmm.....
interesting.....
420
18:57 Apr 20 2010
Times Read: 644
well today i did not go to work. i was absolutely and utterly lazy. i slept in late, smoked in honor of the date and relaxed. i do have a horrible headache right now . yuck.
all in all it has been a rather good day. and my kids are being good! maybe its bc i threatened to ground them if they didnt. lol (whatever works, right?)
*firing up a j* enjoy! lol
GO damn it!
20:29 Apr 18 2010
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you need to go to the doctor
you need to find out
there are a lot of things that could be wrong
i know we dont have insurance
i know you hate doctors
but you could DIE
do you get that?
do YOU?!
what will i do if something happens?
why wont you listen? you dont always know best
God, help us!
PRIVATE ENTRY
17:19 Apr 17 2010
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happy (eh)02:45 Apr 15 2010
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these last few days have been ok but i do not feel well. i am cranky, and moody. i am tired and bitchy. i can not seem to get enough rest and noone will allow me to take a nap during the afternoon. *gggrrrrrr* maybe tomorrow will be better. *shrugs* idk..... maybe i should go to bed,
maybe the tests at work tomorrow for the students wont be bad, maybe Mrs B's class wont be dicks, who knows? ..............
shopping!!!!!!
20:36 Apr 10 2010
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today was sooooo fun! got up and had a great breakfast, sausage ans biscuits, YUM! then we went to some yard sales, a candle store, the mall, a craft fair! it was awesome. i spent waaaay too much but it was fun! the kids were there as well. and they were mostly good. mostly.
i found a CUTE dress, a purse, a fabric cupcake, a barrette, omg the list goes on! lol
happy happy joy joy LOL
pretty good21:54 Apr 09 2010
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the last couple of days have been pretty good. i have been busy. the kids have been ok. however they are sick from all this pollen. coughing and hacking like crazy. i love spring but the hay fever is not worth it.
since today is friday, maybe i will get some rest. *shrugs* at least i have 2 days til i go back.
blasting23:47 Apr 06 2010
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i am sad
i have only been blasted twice now. it has been going on for days. :(
am i not blastable? (is that a word?) lol
i hope you eat shit18:15 Apr 06 2010
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you are a bitch. plain and simple. i fucking told you something in confidence. wtf? you are a useless slut. i cant believe you told her. what if she gets in trouble and i have to be a witness?
why would you tell something that was not even your place to tell? you say everything we say is in confidence. well it is on MY side. but not yours. you are just a two faced lying bitch. i cant believe that i was trying to help you today. well fuck that. you can get it yourself.
i bet you talk about me all the time behind my back, dont you? well *flips bird* fuck YOU!
i hope your husband finds out you are cheating on him and i hope you get kicked to the fucking curb cuz that where you fucking belong!
Go to hell LF!
Pedro23:04 Apr 05 2010
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i love my dog.
yay22:54 Apr 05 2010
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today has been pretty good, i am beat the hell up though. i found some ants on my counter so i spent the better part of the morning scrubbing them down with bleach water. then my mother came up for lunch which is great but she left right before supper. :/
there were other things i wanted to do but couldnt, all i could do is sit and watch tv. fun.
but i will be thankful that she is here and able to visit.
the kids were pretty good, so all together the house got scrubbed, had a nice long visit with my mom and i am still here alive and well.
*yay* lol
time for praise
14:51 Apr 05 2010
Times Read: 695
yesterday was great. pure and simple. i cannot believe it. there was only once instance that i got upset and lost my temper. which is good considering the regular 10 times per day. lol
brunch was great, pictures turned out GREAT, kids were great, the ex was civil(i cant believe it), pick up and drop was great, shopping was fun
needless to say, i am content.
sometimes i focus in the negative things and i should not do that so much. i have great,smart kids, a nice home, a job, a great husband(even though we dont see eye to eye sometimes ), my life could be a lot worse.
so today i am going to think positive and know that its going to be a good one.
mumbling to self03:17 Apr 04 2010
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why do guys have to be such jerks? damn. really? just bc there is a half naked girl in her underwear on the tv, do you really have to get that look and giggle like your are 12. grow up!
you make me feel less than all the time. i cant decide which emotion i feel more right now towards you, hate or regret.
you hurt my feelings all the time. its no wonder i am so sad and depressed so much. no wonder i have low self esteem.
GO TO HELL
suck fest18:48 Apr 02 2010
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well, it is friday. it is nice out and i have NOTHING to do. all my money is to be saved for my summer trip. *ugh* besides there isnt anyone to do anything with any way. if there is a pretty day, it gets ruined, cuz the hub will have to work from sun up to sun down. i hate being an adult, there is NO fucking time to just hang out and enjoy one another any more. *sigh*
i feel alone a lot lately. and it sucks ass.
why does this always happen. nobody to ever spend time with, to have fun with, to be with. ggggggrrrrrrr
i wish someone had told me that being an adult sucked.
weekend18:46 Apr 01 2010
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today is the last day before a 4 day weekend. i am very glad. i like my work but the hours suck. the kids are so loveable. but i need a break. it wont be long and the kids will be off as well. i can only hope that they can behave enough that this long weekend can be pleasant.
maybe sunday wont be so bad. maybe the kids will have fun with their dad. idk. probably no. hopefully he will cancel. i can only hope and wait.
.......02:51 Apr 01 2010
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if you only knew
how i truly felt
the way i wish things were
i would trade this life in
for a new one
for
a better one
with no suffering
no heartache
to be loved and give love to someone whom
is deserving who truly loves me back
i hate you J***02:48 Apr 01 2010
Times Read: 640
why cant things be different
why does he have to do this
its been 3 weeks
you dont deserve to see them
its always a holiday
never any other time
not any day but a holiday
you are not a father
you are a fucking disgrace and i hate YOU J***!
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